the words of truth::

hey...

diz hectic week isnt over yet...
stil got more tests coming soon..
asgmnts to submit..
but stil feels like writing diz post..
i noe dat not all of ma frens out there noes who i am...
how my life rili is..only those who r close to me
noe what i've to go thru all diz while..
so to those who might not rili noe my background...the life
dat i hav to endure all this time, plz dun make any kind of assumptions
or what so ever towards me...i may look juz like the other teenagers..
but there's more to it actually...there are a lot of things i've to go thru..
n i dun think most of the teen nowadays hav to go thru stuffs like what i'd been..
but there are ppl like me out there...so once again..
plz do understand my situation..there are sum actions dat sumtime i've to take...decision dat i myself dun agree with...but u noe dats juz life...sumtimes u hav to think of others rather than urself..~

newborn nephew!

hellooo...

pretty excited today =)
baby Aashir welcomes to the world!
juz got back from visiting the baby from the hospital...
he is super cute i say..hehe...juz like his parent :p
once again, congrats to my bro man & his wife atik!

Abdullah Aashir Bin Hazman

d r e a m vs. r e a l i t y

hey...

i juz woke up few minutes ago...yeah2 i noe it's not gud to sleep afta Asar...anyhow, it was a very tiring day for me...so i decided to take a nap...which at last turned out to be a 4-hour nap...hee~
next week will be a hectic week for me...5 tests in total...waa...not so sure how to handle dat situation...what to do, by hook or by crook i need to study for 'em...*sigh

i noe dat ppl say dat dream is a permainan tido....
dats y i think i'm having so much fun when i'm dreaming..compared to facing the reality...
becoz in reality i dun get to choose who i wanna meet, where i wanna go, which years of my life dat i like to go back to...but it's true in dream also i dun get to choose any of the above...but sumtimes it juz happen unintentionally....n i'm rili thankful when dat happnd...i get to see faces dat i'll nvr ever see in reality...and dat completes the emptiness inside..~

early bird!

halluuu...

today i'm so early going to class...i've reached uitm around 7:57am...
dat is too early...i noe...i've nvr been diz early bird thingy kinda gal...alwaz late all the time
actually..heee...well anyway, today i hav to come early the fact dat abah hav a test on 8:00am..
so we have to go early than usual...

so for the first time being an early bird...i'm quite surprised to see the environment of my fac....sunyi sepi jek...students sume x dtg agi..hhuhu..the staffs oredi here la...but students mmg x nmpk..
adela sorng dua...huhu...so now aku kat lab...alone...waiting for my classmates n lecturer to come...
so instead of doin nutin, dats y i write up diz new post...

oh yeah...today is february 19th...
i wanna wish my sis-in-law "hepi 26th burfday" :)
i'm hoping u'll get everything dat wish for and alwaz be hepi!

k lah...da tatau nak bebel ape...pagi sgt...nvr post nything diz early...huhu idea pon tak kua...hee..c ya again when i've the mood to post nything new..dadaaaa ",

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yan's burfday (",)

haiii...

well as i promised earlier...
posting bout yan's burfday celebration!
it was great...we had a lotta fun..
what a very enjoyable moments i had with them...
we celeb8 at midvalley then jalan2 kat the gardens...
tak watpe pon...ingt nk gi tgk wayang tp rmai...nk men bowling pon rmai gile kat waiting list..
carik tmpt nk karok x jmpe2...huhuu..at last the activity was sightseeing and amek gambaaa
heheee~
mkn xyah citelaa...mcm2 kot mkn...pizza hut+secret recipe+kfc...all in one day...haha
da xde activity makan jela...then amek photo jer keje....hihiii..
below are some of the piccas of our moments~

GENG terbaek giler!

hello all...

rite now i'm very tired + a bit of headache juz attacked me..
so i'll juz make diz post short..
today i went out wif ma sistas, bro in law and 2 of ma nephews...
kiteorg tgk cite GENG kat ou...well watelse to say...than
two thumbs up for Les Copaque!
dey had done a gr8 job u noe...it was tremendously cool + awesome + fantastic laaa...
lawa sgt2 the 3D animation..plus sume scene mmg mnunjukkn kat mesia...n also to promote
mesia....so i think kalo cite neh bwk kat luar pon mmg x malu laa...bangga adela...org mesia pon leh hasilkan kerja tangan yg begitu splendid i say...gudjob!
jln cite die...well mesti kelaka...lagi2 ade upin ipin...kat cinema td pon mmg full hse...penuh ngn budak2 laa...hehe ketawa jer...all the way dr mule smpai akhir...juz babak akhir tuh cam sedey sket kot...i even drop few tears...wah...cite kartun pon leh sedey...hihii..
to those yg da tgk sure tau i was talking about which part...but hey dat oppet..what language did it used? sumtimes i heard it's kinda japanese...then tetibe cam cmpur bahasa laen lak...hahaa pening...anyhow, the character was so cute...i hope ade sequel for diz muvee...pape pon tahniah la coz i heard bru je few days tayang da bape juta da kutip...dunno if my source yg bgtau neh btul ke x...well if it is...let's juz giv a big hand of applause to Les Copaque for their creative ideas to hasilkan cerita yg sangat menarik =)

sukan or movie??

tomolo sukan antara program...
supposely aku msok tuk wakil course aku
men bola baling...

tp tula at the last minute i've to tarik diri...
it turned out my bro-in-law da booked ticket nk tgk
upin & ipin saturday...i tot we were gonna watch dat movie
on sunday...but aku lupe sunday akak aku ade class...
so camtu la citenye...nak cancel wayang cam xleh laks...
da janji ngn adek beradek n ank sedara aku....phm2 jela budak2...
da janji ngn dieorg...kalo x gi mcm x besh lak....sian lak dieorg...
yela janji nk tgk rmai2....ngn siblings yg laen too...

well, pape pon arap my course mng la in match ape2 pon...
sume pon xpe...hehe sapu bersih...hahaa mcm la terer sgt...
dahla training x seberape....hehe..
oklar mlm neh kne overnite at ma fren's place...nak siapkn asgnment...
sok lak tgk wyng...then trus overnite at ma sis's place...
ahad je ade mase nk study...dahla ade test + quizzes next week....
adehhh..~
so as usual la study last minute....
arap2 sempatla cover up everything...asgnmnt pon ade agi x siap...
wish me luck!

ke-blur-an melanda diriku~

dunno y...
serius tatau..
apsal ntah...
tetibe blur...
today da thursday...
ape2 yg blaja diz week mmg mcm msuk telinga then kua blk...
adehh....apela yg blur sgt...
napela diz sem x smgt lngsng nk study...
i think i noe y...
but i dun hav the solution...
it would only happens with God's will...

suddenly these fingers of mine kinda wanna type sumthin...
juz felt like stressing out my thoughts in words..

ever felt like ur future is bright enuf..

rili bright as if u cant open ur eyes to see...

blindness can sumtimes make u more aware of the surroundings..

what is rili goin on dat u cant see with ur naked eyes..

becoz what u alwaz see isnt rili what it is dat u want to see..

what u rili need can sumtimes be what u can't get..

to be able to achieve ur desire is a one expensive prize...

eventho u hav billions of dollars but dat doesnt promise

u the life dat u want to live in..~~

out for a celebration!

haluuu...

rite now i'm so tired..
i've been out the whole day to celebrate my fren's burfday...
well since the photos are not yet been transfer i guess i'll be updating
our celebration day later on....and yeah it was a great moment juz now..
rili miss spending times with them now dat we r kinda very rare to hang out togeda...
the fact dat i'm not staying in the hostel nymore n also coz we r not in the same course...
still...they alwaz cheer up ma life when there's a chance...tengs ya'all :)

surat chenta!

haii...

well i guess today is my unlucky day laa...
blk je dari class i got a 'surat chenta' from uitm kesyganku neh...
adoiyaiii...lctrr network aku neh bg warning letter pasal ape tau...
pasal aku tak datang kelas die SATU HARI sahaja...dat was in 19th jan 09...
alar one day je kot...bkn byk pon...tuh pon da nak anta nama kat uitm..alahai...
xpelar..maybe my lctrr tuh got her own reason why she took dat action towards me n ma other frens..

deeper conversation~

hi everyone...
i like to share one nice song...
one great lyric...
from a rili talented singer, Yuna..
enjoy yaa~~

DEEPER CONVERSATION-Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?

Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?

And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?

Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?

And im learning you

And if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you

And in time you will too

if you dont mind

Can you tell meAll your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

4x

Deeper Conversation

let me

HEPI + tense + tiring = my day~

h.e.p.i==

pretty excited today!
rili excited actually...
but the excite came from the inside je kot..
huhuu...didnt rili show it off..
coz there are other stuf dat had made me felt so tense...
so it kinda reduced the excite a bit...
well, anyhow...who had made me way so hepi+great+ 'smile-24/7-macam-ape-je' hahhaha
it was 'lagenda'...lemme juz keep it to myself for now who is
diz 'lagenda'...maybe if u'll get lucky..i probably post bout
diz 'lagenda' to evryone...hee~

t.e.n.s.e==

arghhh....
the tense came from ma o.r test...adoiyaiii gile ssh...
i dunno la y the lctrr nak wat soalan2 yg extra ssh neh...adehh~
i noe la aku study last minute..but stil soalan mmg belit nk mampus..
i juz hope i wont fail on dat test...tp it looks like it's goin
down dat drain oredi...*sigh*


t.i.r.i.n.g==

what else...
asgmnt yg belambak cam hape tuh...
sgt sgt penat...
sok la nk present sume2...
then sok luse la nak submit sume2..
aduhhh~~

well enuf for now...later!