gonna miss here a LOT ='(

i moved!

finally.

hehe.

check it out :)

http://sipenulisblog.blogspot.com/

tapi baru sgt buat.

so jgn tgk lagi la.

esok tgklah. hee~~


ps: aku akan rindu gile ngn cik som. tapi sudah tiba masa beralih angin. haha. good bye 5683, hello 374363 ^_~

boleh tak cik som rehat?

- what a night.

- it's been a long time i havent felt this. dunno why suddenly it came.

- mcm kau tak knal aku. sket2 emo blog rehat. ntahlaa. cik som mcm nk pi holiday la..bleh ke?

- went out to get some ice cream to suits the mood.

- lalu lorong kegelapan. except this time, aku ade cik puteh. syukur~

- aku tatau ape yg aku buat neh. aku pon tatau ape yg kau buat neh. sbb kite tak buat ape2 la kot.

- oklah. mata aku da ngntuk. esok aku mahu ke sana pagi2. itu pon mahu tulis disineh kan? kau tahu knape aku tulih kat sineh. sbb aku tatau lg mcmane nk bgtau yg aku terkilan sgt pada hari itu. hari itu. 365 - 1 = 364. aku cuma mintak 1.




whatever it is,

good luck :)

seven-o-o

- it's the 700th post! bykkan saye bebel disineh. hee ;)

- had a nice time lepaking after keje. bukan lepak pon more kpd melepaskan stress bersama mereka. single scoop float saves the day =)

- wud hampir langgar wul. yes, my cik puteh! waa~~ terkejut tadik. apela nk reverse tak tgk blkng. seb bek aku sempat elak. huu~

- cant wait to hear the good news esokkk! hehe. kachingggg!

- dpt wedding invitation card. sgt lawa. sgt. whiteeee =)

- balik speeding again. huhu. sonok. makes the pain goes away eventho kat radio ske sgt main lagu from my fave playlist. uhuh. tabah ye hazrati zaini~ he doesnt deserve it. so just quit it.




esok kau pekse kalo tak silap,

study leklok & all the best ;)

uitm dihatiku?

- pagi aku discover sumthin. speeding on the road rili do make the pain go away temporarily~

- it's lunch time. aku tak ikut mereka. mahu bersendirian dan mamam dlm ofis.

- every working day, lima la kan. seems like bad days nowadays.

- tak suke sungguh dgn ape yg terjadik. kenapa manusia perlu bersikap spt itu? tak faham. perlu ker? uhh =.=

- betul dlm hati aku, aku nk pindah kampus. tapi apakan daya, terpaksa juga menghadapi T.T

- mereka turut merasa tempias. tapi mereka ade tmpt utk mengadu. aku? takpelah. cik som pon dah memadai kan. thx, wpon ckp ngn cik som takde beza mcm ckp ngn dinding tapi at least i let it out :)

- kalo hari2 mcmneh. 365 x 3. ohh~~hmm..ntahla. ohh~~ bleh tak, nak jerit?
akuuuu tak mintakkkkk ponnnnnnn. akuuuuuu takkkkk applyyyyyyy ponnnnnnnn. tapiiiiiiiii lasttttttttt2 nehhhhhhhh yggggggggg akuuuuuuuuu dapattttttttt. ok. abes dah.

- utk kau. aku nk rasa mcm2. be a +ve or -ve feels. but i've no right nymore. so, chill jela~






kau tak payah la nak risau,

we both know now you stop caring~

slmt bc pemain emosi.

- it's five thirty eight am and i just woke up with a pile of exam papers beside.
- it's monday already, n i still got a few left to mark.
- what a long night.
- ehh. i just realize ada empat je lagik. jap2. nk abeskan.
- okay, finished! sgt lega. takdela kne marah kat opis satgi. huhu~

- hmm. yer mmg aku nk berbicara mngenai mlm tadik. tapi tak perlu kot. takpela~
- dah kalah kan? tahniah la mng..
- ahaks. mesti pk lain kan td? last2 bola.
- knape hilang? aku belum tnye route to your heart. eh silap. to your place.

- i miss my D4D6~
- my colorful letters of rainbow. my colorful Yaasin. my mariah carey cd. uhh~
- wherever you are, i missed u badly.
- moga ketemu satu hari nanti~





refuse myself to confront,

deep inside thanks for lending a hand last night :)

lampi~

- i wonder what happened to him..
- invigilate the whole evening. got a chance to speak in the hall on behalf of the chief invigilator.
- made a merry go round the uitm. forgot i've to take home some exam papers from the office, instead i went straightly home.
- pergi was on hot. in front was a gray persona. need i say more?
- i still dunno the way. and tomorrow is monday already. laila mia. him, hmm i dunno. google map, i refuse to understand them.



aku lampi sgt,

sbb tuh aku tak faham.

mlm tunggu.

- great rainy nite. felt great to be buying dinner for the love ones :)
and the driver also. hehe

- ohh man. where are you? i need a favor to ask you.

- maaflah, kalau busy. aku suke susahkan kau, dah bukan perkara baru. huhu~




where are you,

aku ulang lagi. mana kau?

havent-got-a-clue-for-the-title

- not much today.
- watch chuck while having my lunch.
- updated the application of changing the ptptn from 3% to 1%~
- invigilate at noon. freezing in the exam hall. dangg~ 3 hours seems like 3 weeks. ohh.
- drive to the faculty without my wallet. ok, how old am i again? =.=
- drive home as safely as i can, license at home maa. uhuh~
- a memorable song otw back home. ok, i missed being called tuan puteri. haha. old stories.
- i better start marking. monday is the due date. seriously, can't you just erase the word procrastinate in your life dictionary, hazrati? huu~
- nxt wk i wanna do my thesis. nxt wk. nxt wk. pls la. no more delay. just go to the nearest shop and print the damn hardcover lorrr. haizz.
- and yeah one more. fill up those stupid mohe survey for graduates. cant the survey be just 5 questions? it's gonna be very bored answering all those questions. dun rmmbr how many. but, a lot.
- and where is that kid again? i asked for the notes. it's saturday already. ohh.
- i think i'll stop here. i'm not pissed or nything. juz dun hav the mood to elaborate
my day as usual juz coz i'm starving.
- tonite, is the alumni for my primary school. i hav to pass on that. otherwise, i'm gonna be dead meat on Monday morning for not finishing marking those final exam papers. but hey, why should i go again? am i dat famous, coz as far as i can rmbbr my name wasn't listed as any teacher's fave student. huu~ friends? hmm. people forget. always. so, no need to express more on that.
- ohh man. what hav i turned into. ok ok. the real hazrati will be back in awhile. she's just having some major split personality problemo. ohh. bummer.
- i am so craving for tootsie roll. when is he goin to be back? nyone coming back from US? i need a packets. no. not one. a dozennnnn of tootsie roll.
- ohh yeah i forgot. i need someone who have the skills to draw characters like in the comics. would be great if you can draw characters like warriors from the times of Hang Tuah and so on. this is a freelance job. You can work from home and get paid monthly. Just contact 013-3333573 for further details. Thank you.



i said no again,

the heart still insist in saying yes.

new thing.

ilham tetibe dtg.
suke.
ade hobi bru.
boring marking paper ke..
boring jaga exam ke..
bleh la aku escape
membuat hobi aku itu.
apa?
hehe.
nantilah baru aku share ngn cik som.
whatever it is,
i shouldn't have done this.
but the heart inside
is shouting out loud
yessss you should do ittttttttt.
haha ;p
it's gonna be quite sometime
i'll be sticking with this new hobby.
let's just say if it ends with the very last period,
i'm ready.
if it ends with blanks
i'll never be ready.
ok.
jgn pk byk2
nnt korang yg bace pening.
haha

takers :)

- public hols! ok. sgtlah dihargai bile tak payah kerje. sok luse keje. ahhhhhh nooooooooo~~~~~
- pagi melipat kain yg berbakul itu.
- at noon bff came by. went to sa convec centre. ade pameran pengantin. as soon as i walked in the hall, i was like, hey, this is cool! haha. nvr been to any bridal punye pameran. hehe.
- lunch: secret recipe. curry mee yg amatlah pedas. ilang appetite nk makan. rugi jek duit. ehh dia belanja. xpe r. haha ;P
- watch takers in the evening. sgtlah besh. seriously. tak sia2 pi tgk. i was excited to watch only coz ade paul walker in the first place, but lucky for me, cite tuh mmg best. so tak rugi tgk. hee :)
- jusco ade warehouse sale. sape2 nk shopping tuh leh ler dtg.
- sesat after antar dia blk umah. not used to the area yet, sbb dia bru pindah umah. mmg sa je pon. tapi aku kan mmg xreti jalan. uhuh =.=
- it was dark. and i'm alone with cik puteh. yes, it was scary~~




i said no,

but the heart insist in saying yes.

m for maybe.

maybe it's true..

maybe it's false..

maybe it's for the better..

maybe it's for the worse..

maybe..

m

a

y

b

e

...


- ohh~ i had a nitemare. and guess what, it's just me here..

nk tkr kampus lah~

- updating cik som in the office. workaholic kan aku? haha.
- felt offended badly. mau pindah kampus tapah sem depan bleh x?
- oklah. da xde smngt nk cite just because of hal2 ofis. atie, lupekanlah.
- pagi tadik hampir terlanggar lampu hijau. hijau tau bukan merah. aku tak pasan ade polis trafik kat depan tuh. supposedly kne stop. tapi aku nmpk hijau so jalan jela. luckily sempat brake.
- last day jaga exam kat beringin. but got several more here in the faculty.
- ohh yeah. today the 4th. until now i cant reached him. fb, calls, text. huh. my bestie burfday and aku tak wish lagik. ntah mane la pakcik tuh ilang.

oklah, pakcik bushuk, slmt hari tua =)
cpt siapkan fyp, cpt grad, cpt keje, cpt kawen. haha =D
friends tak forever! yelah sure2 kau lupe aku time da kawen kan? huhu~

- esok cuti. cuti ker kalo da kne marking x abes2. huh. maybe larik jap pi tgk takers kot. kot la. tgk la camne.



i had a bad day,

aku harap kau punye hari okay =)

a request.

twice
this
morning
seriously
i
thought
it
was
your
name
unfortunately
my
hope
died
again
well
that's
not
a
surprise
anymore
i'm
already
used
to
it
already
yes
i
am
stupid
like
everyone
is
saying
straight
to
my
face
but
still
i'm
typing
here
every
single
day

- penat. hope always died when it comes to the word hope itself.
- okay. lmbt dah. my turn to drive to beringin today, i've to invigilate @ 9am. doa for my safety k ",

akuspacesukespacetodayspacesemicolonshiftzero

Salam kpd semua :)

aku ralit sgt tgk anime. lupe nk update blog. sian kat org yg nk bacekan? ok2. here goes for today~

- pg malas gi keje. haha. tp tibe2 enzim rajin dtg. jgn tanye dr mane. haha. aku nk ckp trima kaseh buleh x? haha ;P

- marking tak abeh2 smpai ngantuk. neh bwk umah je lebih. alih2 tak bukak pon. huu~

- lunch date with the bestie. aku suke tudung kau la. comel =)

- ptg ganti membe aku. invigilate kat fakulti jer. ok. 3 hours bosan. nak abeh jgk aku bace buku ape ntah. arineh keje asek kne pi toilet je. apehal la sume student asek dok pi toilet je. penat tau nk kuar masuk iring korang. dah mcm pengantin pulak. huhuu~

- lupe. skrng neh da xpkai bakul. aku bleh bergaya sket r jd invigilator bwk beg kuning. hee :)

- balik keje. jmpe pemandu ngek. kan da dpt ngek. pndai2 dia je nk u-turn. helo. tuh jalan aku la. x penah2 org u-turn situh. tak boleh ponnn. adoi. lagi sorang ngok. tak reti sbr ker. kete belambak kot laju camne aku nk lintas. ngok kan? oklah. abeh bebel.

- aku layan anime yg smlm xabeh tgk. mane taknye da ngntuk. uhuh dah tua2 neh tak reti stay up dah. haha. ohh. nk cite. smngt jap. aku terharu sbnrnye. sgt. sbb tadik abahku ade tegur time aku dok layan anime. dia kata neh pocahontas ker? haha. cute. mesti xphm kan?
pocahontas tuh cite feveret aku time kicik2. adela hari2 blk skola sumbat video tape dlm vcr tekan play. hari2. fanatik la namanya tuh kan. blom cite hafal dialogue semua. haha. siap beli beg tuala pinggan mangkuk sudu. lagi maniac. haha. yg terharu nyer sbb abahku ingat. he rarely ingat stuffs from the past. and, i'm just glad he said it just now =)

- dahla. aku nk pi tgk sara kat tv. mlm neh sara. smlm dah puas tgk asmara yg ensem sgt tuh :p
lbs tgk. tgk time intro lagu je. haha. start cite aku tutup tv. bosan arr monolog sendirian memanjang. hehe~

- neh apehal aku tak abeh2 type neh. kata tanak cite bg satu dunia tahu. haha. arineh mereng sket tibe2 nk tulih semua bende. haha. dahla atie. tutup blogger. ok last2.
kau lupa ker? hmm~



it might be a nothing,

but enough to make the heart smile ^_^

cik puteh ke beringin~

- morning a bit stressed. drpd nk mula tanda kertas tros tutup skema jwpn. susah laaaa~~ nk tanda subject yg aku tak ajar. mmg pernah aku belajar dulu. tapi lain la mengajar n belajar. uhuh. risau. student pnye jwpn mostly tak sama ngn skema. huu~ pape pon sok kne start tanda.

- ptg invigilate@ kolej beringin. paper calculus 2. tibe2 teringat zaman kejatuhan dulu. huhuu~
biaselah. life ade ups and down. aku mmg bersyukur penah gagal paper itu suatu ketika dahulu. yer, aku fail. aku suke. aku dpt rase perasaan being a failure. byk aku belaja pd zaman dhulu kala. byk mengajar utk lebih maju pd masa hdpn =)
lupe. ketua pengawas aku ensem. kidal. ok dah pakej tuh. haha. tapi membe aku da book awai2. heheee ;P

- balik. stuck in a terrible jam. buang masa sajer. uhuh~

- balik check FB. heppiiii~ result student aku kuar arineh. they did great. aku tumpang gembiraaaa =)

- oklah. nak layan anime. tadik angkat satu dvd. hee :)

- oklah. utk kau. sukatilah~aku kisah sebenarnya kau tak kisah tapi apa aku boleh buat kan?





i hate the fact,

you totally changed.

:)

it's okay.

it's fine.

it's totally okay.

it's totally fine.

it's definitely okay.

it's definitely fine.

hari mini coop sedunia~

- beriya title kan?
huhu. nutin pon.
today i ran into 3 mini coopers.
blue, red and lupe satu lagik.
yg pasti bukan putih. huhu~
bile akan jd milik aku?
haha. yg replika pon x beli2 agi. huu~

- pagi yg berangin di situh. aku suke :)

- wul & wuf lunch togeda-geda. how nice :)

- pegi india borong kain saree. haha :D

- tak suke bace buku yg penulisnye keje nk menghentam pembaca. sgtlah tak motivated bagi penulis buku motivasi. uhuh~

- mendpt skrip jawapan. utk wat gapo lagi. marking lerh. ade lctrr pi haji so kne tulun mark. huhuu~

- esok dan hari sekiannye ke beringin utk mncari angin sepoi bahasa. huhu~

- oklah. nak stop sineh.
tanak type pjg2 agi.
sbb confirm akan
melalut ntah ke pelusuk mane.
sbb aku takut terlebih melancholic
sat lagik.
huhu~



a word would be nice,

am i a stranger to you?

a resemblance.

been waiting for years..

it would be nice..

if only a day..

i would be walking by the streets..

and see the resemblance..

of the face..

the face i fear of forgetting..

the face which live in my heart..

the face of which i would not

think twice

to just run and hug..

even a stranger

only because..

it resemble

the face

my eyes, my heart

dying to meet again..~


ps: i will smile today. you thought me how.