credits to google

credits to google

credits to google

credits to google

credits to google

be back soon =)

i'm glad.
i felt great.
at least i've the guts
to make a decision..
i wanna end nice,
u wanna make me ur enemy.
fine~ ur choice.

i'll be away for a while.
bkn nak bersedih ke ape.
xde makne nk sedih utk
org yg x penah appreciate ape2 pon.
cuma nk focus pd kerjaya
seketika..
dun wori. blog saye half of my life.
saye akan rindu blog saye.
when the time comes i'll write again..

lastly,

thx a million for the deepest hurt lesson ever.

same. differ. ohh~

my sayangs..
each and everyone..
asked me the same question..
for these couple of days..
and i'm gladly they actually care and
anxious to know my feelings, my stories
of actually becoming sumone i dreamed of..
eventually..
except for this..one person..
who actually..
asked a different question..
ohh~~
~
~~
~~~
i'll just continue smiling ^_^

ckp 0

salam semua..

few mins ago i went out for some fresh air.
mane? belakang umah je pon. haha =p
suke jgk. kdng2 jer. bkn slalu. amek angin midnite~~
just to clear off the mind...
and pandang langit ciptaan yang Maha Agung~
tonite just a clear sky.
cant see any stars or moon..

saye takde ape tuk cerita.
tapi tibe2 mood rase mahu menaip..
hehe. jari2 saye mmg begitu.
mereka sgt rajin. hari2 produktif. haha. ayat =p
tak menaip, men gitar. hee.

satu lagik. menulih di papan putih. huhu =p
tak share agi kan psl my great news. hee~
later okayh~ saje je tngu lama sket..
bru sgt nk share pon..nnt2 i'll share..
hanya all of my sayangs jer yg bru tau. wee~~ ;)

emm. mlm neh saye tak tgk bola..
sbb rineh sy masak di umah.
smlm sy tgk eng pnye match. hee. mng! ;)
ohh. lupe. bg yg tatau. umah sy takde sport channel.
jadik kalo sy nk tgk bola sy kne kuar mkn tgk
kat mane2. huhu. nk arapkan live kat tv1. hampeh~ haha =p

arineh mlm mkn sedunia agaknye. haha.
tadik sy masak mee goreng. hee.
pastu abah plak balik tapau nasi lemak.
kuih karipap. kuih seri muka. pisang. huhu
mmg mcm2 saye mkn dpn tv tadik
sambil nonton drama. haha.
sonok borak ngn abah tadik psl my reconnection
ngn his frens aka my frens jugak back in
my childhood days. hehe. FB~ like =p

haa. siang tadik. i spent some times with
my sweet darls :)
maceh warnakan hati saye siang tadik.hee
dun wori, nnt dpt je text 'da masok'
ape lagik. mase utk senyum lebar lah sume ^_____^
haha =p



ps: arineh terasa mcm artis dlm bus. haha. a bit kelaka, but they make me smile ;)

arigato' :)

i can see he's really happy.
so transparent.
i'm glad.
i can make him proud.
after of all the episodes
of me letting him down..
with my cgpa.
well, now that i can see it from
other perspectives..
cgpa. there are just numbers.
with a point in between.
and will always remain as numbers.
what's out there is actually,
each and everyone own rezeki =)
thanks Abahku <3

i cant see if he's happy.
i dun hav a telescope
to take a peek into..
but i hope he is..
after all these time,
all i wanna do is make him proud of me..
i noe..every single things i've
done doesnt seem to be quite enuf for him..
i guess..i could never live up to his
expectation..
all i wanna say, this is the best i can do for now..
i hope he is proud for what i've achieved..
he was a part of the strength during
my days to get back on my feet..
trust me, yeah you are one of them.
thanks my co-author <3

bile saye berjaya
saye suka berterima kasih
bila saye tak berjaya
pun saye suka berterima kasih
sbb kite tak tahu
kdng kala sbb2 yg tak berjaya tuh
akan jadik sbb2 kite berjaya kelak
heee~~

^_^

LIFE ^_~

life's been quite great.
i thank Allah for everything ",

He won't give everything
that we desire..
He'll only give what is the best for us..

although at the moment..
i couldn't have the happiness
my heart most wanted..
still..
i'm glad..
i'm thankful..
there are still other happiness..
that stays in my life..
thank you for staying =)
plz dun go any sooner.
i dun think i can live up to any more episode
of ppl leaving~

i've a lovely family surrounds me =)
great nice best friends ^_^
good friends ;)
sporting students ",

i've my guitar..
yeah. rite now i'm pretty glad it's always there beside me..
been talking about it 24/7 rite. huhu.
so penting lah bagi saye! huhu.

and soon..
something that could make my heart
smile again n again :)
why?
i've the chance to go to a place
where my heart needed the most
for all these years~

him & them =)

hey kamoo semua!

saye sangat. saye sunggoh.
HAPPY =)

now, i've found my lost smile ",
yippieeee~~~

who?

the so-called him?
hmm..
that is a dream. and only stays in dream. pity me kan? huu~
nvrmind on that.
i tried so hard. mungkin takde rezeki.
mungkin cerita saye & dia suda tertulis begini.
ape2 pon saye mahu hepi dan terus hepi.
dia yg ajar sy spy sentiasa hepi!
jadik saye pon mahu sume org hepi =)

then who?

haha. ade tanye diri sndri. lawak la. huhu =p

THEM ",

siape? siape?
nanti later on i'll share okayh!
in the meantime they make me smile
all the way to heart. i'm glad i've found
what's been missing for these few devastated months. hee :)

he's my priority.
but he doesn't want to be claimed as my priority.
whatever it is, he will always be my GTI ^_^
so, it's fine.
i've a new one added to the priority list.
THEM ",
inshaAllah, i wont take them for granted.
who knows i might be someone next GTA? heeee =p

haha. acronym apekah?
penah tgk kan cite jepon GTO. haaa. tuhla. haha =p

alrite. better get goin.
a hectic day but a rili and rili exciting one!
later y'all ^_^

sana sineh warna =)

hey hey!

morning ppl =)
i had a great nite last nite!
mmg warna bersepaj sana sineh. hee =)

saye kua bersuka ria bersama teman tersyg. hehe
mereka teman saye berbuka smlm.
sonok2. mknn sdapp. did i mention cheese cake sbg
pembuka selera? hehe. of cos la air, ILT. hee. ske ske~~

n we played cards last nite! ohh. been so long meyh~ haha
kami main happy family n donkey. huhu
sgt kelaka lah =D

saye sgt hepi. nnt pasni mesti da jarang jmpe.
bile sume org da start career life a.k.a no life tuh. huh.
huhu~

oklah, i'll end this post with,

i just got lucky. syukur alhamdulillah ",

^_^

no.no.no.no.no.

i smiled a lot today..
i love to play my guitar
when i'm happy ",

guess what..
i got
teardrops on my guitar..
tears of happiness =)

smileku da bertmbh-tmbh ;)

hello everyone,

sorilah lmbt update. ade keje sket.
ade gak attempt nak update. tapi dah asek
tekan backspace jek. tak pon.
da publish gi delete balik. so tuhla sbb2 nye..~

ok. ok. enuf on the whole ntah pape
feeling yg kalo aku dok layan satgi post neh
da xde senyuman. huu. haruslah ade. kan tgh
wat collection smiles ^_^

smlm tgk bola x?
saye tgk! hee. tapi last2 tv la tgk saye.
sempat tgk 1st goal jek. hee.
xbape best lah. sbb saye tak knal sorang pon..
ronaldinho, ronaldo, roberto carlos.
mane mereka?? huhu.
smlm saye sahur sambil nonton bola.
bru nk start pose today!
u all pose x? huhu~

sbnrnye saye tatau nk cite ape. haha.
ohh. ingt dah.
saye nk puji satu mende.
FB. hee =p
dlu saye agak menci FB. sbb dia
lebih byk nyumbang kpd retak nye umahtangga org.
ehh retak ke. ade runtuh tros kot. huhu. pity~
tapi saye skrng suke ngn FB =)
sbb saye dpt reconnect blk ngn kenalan2 lama.
yg sgt sgt lama. bagoskan?
saye mmg xberminat langsung nk luaskan kenalan bru.
maap yer. sbb tuh sume saye ignore je request.
kalo kenalan lama, yes! anda dialu-alukan add saye. heee =p
leh imbau kenangan2 lama tgk gamba2. heee ",

arineh xde color. xpela. sy tngu sok n luse.
tuhpon kalo x cancel. hee. moga2 warna-warni =) =) =)
plan aper? emm nnt la saye cite.
tanak ckp awal2 sbb sokmo je cancel. haha

oklah. tanak bebel pjg2. sian kat ade org tuh
view byk kali blog neh. tapi x update2 gak.
haha =p

terasa mahu akhiri post ini dgn kata2..

leh la kan?

"i need an..

eh xjadiklah. tamao r tulih sineh.
kite kan nak hepi2 =)
maceh pada mereka di FB yg byk bg senyuman pd saye.
nnt saye simpan leklok yek dlm kotak fikiran saye ",

tata sume!
pade yg puasa, selamat berbuka nnt ^_^

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five
six
seven
eight
nine
ten
eleven
twelve
thirteen
fourteen
fifteen
sixteen
seventeen
eighteen
nineteen
TEN TEN =p

LOL :)

tgk. mereng da dtg. haha
i need smiles!
n i got tremendous of them. THANKS =)

for those yg contribute. yg sentiasa support saye.
dlm menjayakan misi.
mengumpul seberapa byk senyuman yg mungkin.
tima kaseh yg tak terhingga saye ucapkan ",
i need all those cumulative of smiles for that ONE DAY =)

family yg tak ternilai ringgit bg saye.
friends yg tak ternilai sen bg saye.

cik som yg sgt membantu setiap hari.
cik com yg sgt membantu setiap masa.

krayonku yg bersama ketika duka.
guitarku yg bersama ketika suka.

thx for all the smilessss ",
i need more.
more.
and
more!

^_^

the priceless one :)

you never get tired of hearing me whine
you never get tired of reminding me
you never get tired of worrying for me
simply said,
you never get tired
when it comes to
ME..

thank you for being
very understanding..

it took me years to realize that one
fact which i need from those i heart..
because i know
to understand me needs
a lot of patience

and i couldn't thank you more.

Syukur alhamdulillah,
i've you as my dad ",

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ABAHKU =)

<3,

ur youngest one ",

jalan2 mencari warna ",

gud morning ^_^

sori smlm x update.
penat. blk bantai tdo. haha
hari yg sunggoh color smlm. hee ",
sy cube tuk x meleret leret yek. huhu

saye kua jalan2, pusing2 dan ronda2
dgn teman2 tersyg :)
firstly, sowi xde gmba. dieorg lupe bwk camera. huu~

as always. tertdo. diz time dlm bus.
saye terlepas kl sentral. smpai cm.
terkejut. haha. gile bape thun x gi cm.
saye sesat =p
lupe mane putra. padehal dlu area tuh
da jd tmpt wajib dtg tiap2 mngu. leh lupe.
haha. yer sedar. hari tua bakal menjelma. huhu
pusing pny pusing jalan pny jalan
bru jmpe putra. kat bus stand klang je kot. leh aku lupe. adehh =p
okay2. da smpai kl sentral. jmpe la kawan saye.
pastu terus ke serdang. jumpe kawan2 yg laen.

1st stop gi the mines.
lunch chicken chop ",
tgk ikan! huhu.
jalan2 shopping tingkap jek. haha
agak lama la x pi sane. adela berthun thun. huhu~

2nd stop. ronda2 kat upm.
singgah kolej mereka tuk solat.
ok. first time pegi. saye jth cinta already.
bkn ngn bgunan. haha. sbb situh bgunan buruk.
uitm agi lawa. wee~~
tp saye jth cinta dgn keindahan persekitarannye..
the environment sgt sgt tenang. love green! =)
inshaAllah saye akan ke sane lagik.
tuk teruskan cita2 saye tuk berjaya.
saye da smngt kembali tuk trus berjaya
sbb saye tanak kejayaan sy yg sgt tak berjaya bru2 ini tuh
menjadi noktah dlm hidup sy sbg pelajar.
saye mahu buktikan saye boleh berjaya
mendapat ape yg sy impikan :)

3rd stop putrajaya.
gi alamanda. mkn kat A&W. hee ",
again. jalan2 beli tingkap. haha.
taklah. i bought myself a flip flop.
tuh pon sbb nak hiburkan hati.
hati yang sedey tak dpt beli
kete. haha. saye neh suke sgt ngn replika kete.
msok toy city. n nmpk diz rili cute
special edition white mini cooper. ohh~~
awat mahal sgt? haha =p

lepas tuh ke masjid besi. 1st time dtg.
salu gi msjd merah. huhu.
1st impression masa masuk. sgt lawaaaaaa~~ :)
ade air dlm masjid. santekk ",
nmpk ade pengantin photoshoot kat situh.
ohh. saye mahu menikah disituh jugak lah. haha.

oklah. mase pon da lewat ptg. masa tuk saye pulang.
reached home agak lewat.
penat. so tido jela. hari neh sy bgun pagi2 buta
dan mahu siapkan report practical yg bru tgh wat
acknowledgement neh. haha. hey hey. harus cpt siap ok.
sok mahu submit dah. hee~

alrite. saye mahu akhiri post ini dgn
senyuman. sbb hari smlm penuh ngn warnaaaa :)

^_^

2P =)

PUSHY & PISSED

tajuk drama mlm neh. lol.
luckily, da kurang satu perasaan dlm diri.
mmg makan dalam.
terasa gak.
bahasa jiwa bangsa kan? hee =p
tapi..
hey, i already step a foot away
from my emo world..
takkan nak msok balik.
haha.
kite hepi2 sudah.
k lah. nak senyum tgk org jersi no 8 laks. heeee ;)

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hee. metaphor. sape phm, phm lah~ huhu~


saye hepi.
sbb saye berani mencuba.
saye akan terus hepi.
walaupun saye akan berhenti mencuba.
kenape nk berhenti?
putus asa?
ehh bukan. saye bukan org yg mudah mengalah.
tapi saye terpaksa berhenti mencuba.
sbb saye tanak manusia kesukaan saye
mengalami kesukaran utk bernafas.
oleh itu saye akan berhenti mencuba.
tidak pulak saye sedar selama ini.
baru saye sedar.
utk berdepan dgn saye seseorg itu mungkin
memerlukan alat bantuan pernafasan.
ehh. mcm serious pulak kan.
kalau smpai ke tahap membahayakan nyawa, maka
saye akan berdiri beratus batu jauhnye.
sbb saye tanak manusia kesukaan saye mati..~
yer. ikhlasnya saye mahu terus dan terus mencuba..
saye kan org yg sgt berusaha dgn kuat.
tapi tulah..
saye kene lupekan niat saye tuk terus mencuba.
sbb ia melibatkan nyawa manusia kesukaan saye..
saye mahu dia terus hidup dan sentiasa bahagia
dgn orang yang memahaminya..~

KK ",

salam semua ;)

sorilah xdpt nk update last nite.
bz kejar deadline. ohh~
24 hour non-stop duk dpn pc.
ehh bukan 48 ker? =p
mmg lenguh lah! huhu.
payment payment payment.
bile bile bile?
haha. bru submit keje
da mntk duit. huhu

pas email je keje pg tadik.
tros mencarik warna. haha. bkn nak qada' tdo. huhu

saye pegi nonton Karate Kid ;)
it was a great movie!
but i just simply love the ori better.
ingat x? zaman kicik2 dulu. huhu
so the remake pon lebih kurang
sama je the storyline..
cuma pelakon je lain. hehe
yg bru pnye budak kicik sket. anak Will Smith.
jackie chan plak ganti Mr Miyagi.hee. ingt agi.
ala atok yg berlakon 3 Ninjas tuh. huhu~

oklah. suka ria kjap je.
kne kembali pd kerja.
ohh. sgt byk.
mlm neh saye buat mane yg mampu.
mlm neh mau dok dpn tv.
hero saye main di padang. heee ;)
tgk x jersey saye? huhu.
tuh gara2 terpedaya ngn kembar sayelah.
smngt x wat no 8 =p
hee. tadik after tgk movie dia lepak bersama
saye di rumah. haa. nk share satu video lawak.
sumpah gelak x hengat tgk tadik. haha
byk agi yg kelaka. neh one of 'em



tadik kate sebok kan?
tapi esok sy nak suka ria lagik.
yeah. colors! colors :)
mmg byk keje. tapi saye jenis yg
ssh nk ckp no when it comes to all
of my sayangs ;)
hari neh kan hari terakhir practical..
jadik after neh da ssh nk hang out kot..
kwn2 saye mau balik ke kg halaman masing2..
huhuu~
jd esok sy akan ke Mines bersama mereka.
knape jaoh sane? sbb mereka prac kat sanelah. haha.

dahlah. keje menanti.
saye suke keje byk. nnt sy takde mase nk emo.
jadik sy akan hepi sentiasa. haha.
bukan mata lebam ke? xckop tdo. haha =p

i'll end this post with

bru dpt panggilan dari kembar saye.
hepi for you dear ",
jage mangkuk kau tuh leklok ;)

e n i h s n u s~

the light shines me no more..

i miss the sunshine in my life..

but..

i can never..

change the fact..

i was never a sunshine.

that is the hurtful truth.

this isn't another episode

of me concluding on my own..

a memory

just walked by..

not to worry,

i can still

smile

internally and

externally

(",)

whatever lah. haha

hari neh hari penat saye.
sbb td gi opis. apelagik,
bertmbh kerjaku. uhh.
so drowned into workloads~~
deadline plak mmg just around the corner.
ohh~
smpai tertdo dlm bus tadik.
nasib bek smpai sek 2 saye terjaga.
kalo x..mmg selamat laa~~ke mana2 ntah. haha

bdn pon sengal2 sket. smlm kan
men badminton. tibe2 men. dah la
lama x men. huhu. mcm nk tunda broga hils nxt week.
ohh. sar, bleh ka?

oklah. saye mmg nk ckp byk agi.
tp ade keje kne submit b4 4pm sok.
n esok juge saye mahu
nonton karate kid bersama kembar saye.
jadik kne siapkan keje tuh tonite.
sempat ker? huhu.
xpe2. duitnye psl akan ku siapkan juge. hee~
saye busy. tapi i can never say no to her.
rite now she's running into quite a rough time.
so i hav to be there for her.
we always be with each other through the rough moments~
i hope she'll be fine soon ",

ehh lupe. tadik lecturer dtg visit. okay2 je sume.
xde pe sgt. mngu neh last. tapi saye dan kawan2
still keje tapi as a freelancer la. dok umah je.
buat keje submit, then tngu payment je ahh. hee =)

blk ptg tadik. tensen byk keje. jadik saye rehat jela.
hee. saye da pndai sket2 men lagu ngn guitar
kesygan saye tuh...cume satu je prob saye.
xbape nk reti lagik tukar chord cepat2. pastu bile sy
tukar bunyi mesti da pelik. hishh~
xpe2. practice makes perfect :)

tadik kate tanak ckp byk2. last2 pjg bukak post kan?
ala dah nk dkat 6rat post sy dlm blog neh.
u all pon da sedia maklum dgn bakat saye dlm
membebel, mengeluh dan yg sewaktu dgnnye. haha =p

saye penat. tapi hepi juge arineh. sbb memikirkan $$$
yg bakal dpt. hee. sonokkan keje. dpt duit. haha.
sng je nk dpt duit upenye. cuma rajin @ malas saje. huhu~

maaplah. post neh tensen psl keje. arap pembace tak tensen sekali.
saye penat pon saye maseh senyum =)
sy dgr2. eh dgr ke. taklah. saye bace2. kat mane? mane2 laa. hee =p
co-author saya sakit. jadik saye harap he'll get well soon :)
cik som da rindu neh. dia da lama xjenguk cik som. huhu~

hari warna :)

today hari 2nd intebiu saye tuh.
it was okayh.
quite bored. dtg pagi2.
alih2 turn 2nd last. ohh. mmg lama~~
it turned out to be fine :)
ade rezeki adelah,
sbb tak silap tadik pon akan disenarai
pendek lagik...
saye cume pening. org tuh mntk surat tamat pengajian
walhal, camne sy nk mtk. dlm transcript sy maseh tidak tamat.
kerana practical neh la. haizz. dan sekaligus melambatkan
segala proses. huhu.
persoalannya, dapat ker? haha =p
kalo x dpt gtau awal2 xyah in the first place sy susah2 nk dptkan nnt. haha. ngada =p

abes intebiu. sy akhirnyeeee gi nonton LBS.
cite mmg sadis. sah2 la kan. bace novel pon da meleleh. haha
tapi cite tadik....hmmm...~~
sedey. mmg sedey. tapi xde la sedey sgt.
smpai bile da kua panggung, akak sy pon pndpt sama ngn saye.
kiteorg penah meleleh lg trok tgk hingga hujung nyawa. haha
mungkin sbb cite satu novel nak cramp in one movie. so mcm tak best bile scene2 cite LBS neh, bru je nak feeling dah ke next scene. huuu~~
tapi one thing fore sure, yer. kisah cinta epik ini mmg byk dugaan dan sedih. tuh tak dinafikan. ade ke laki macam kasyah tuh kat mesia neh? hee =p pape pon, saye tak sbr nk tgk bahagian dua :)

balik tgk movie pula. saye beriadah bersama kembar saye.
kami bermain badminton. ohh sgt lama x maen. huhu. we had fun. penat tau!
bukan maen. penat gelak kot lagik drpd maen. hahaha :D
otw home, went to a nearby psr mlm, air air air. dahaga. huhu.
pastu lik umah.

oklah. mlm neh saye kne tgk blk blog saye neh. sbb sy da lupe tarikh2..
mlm neh kne isi log book kasi cun2 nye pnoh dan lengkap. haha.
sok pg2 lecturer nk dtg visit tmpt keje. huhu.

sbbkan penat jadik saye tamao tgk bola ini mlm.
jadik i'll just shut up bout the world cup lah. haha.
ohh lupe.
ade org tnye, knape sume mende nak cite kat sineh..
honestly, i felt offended sket lah. huhu.
ingat aku nak sgt ke cite my personal daily life here,
i meant publicly...
aku pon tanak...sgt tanak..
but i've my own reasons why..
n wat mase neh biar ajelah aku sorang je tau reason nye. hee~

nak end post dgn pantun aci x? haha =p

tghari mkn masak kari,
ptg makan kuih gelang,
bbrp hari mencari,
ke mane menghilang?

bagi yg pndai pantun. sila jgn gelak ok. saye nmpk dari sineh =p

my latest drug ;)

hee. semangat x?
saye bru tuka wallpaper saye pkai gmba di atas. haha
sng sket nk tgk kalo lupe.
sbbkan saye busy membuat almost nothing. haha.
jadik saye bru pndai 5 chords. huhu.
dah kalo camtuh thun bile ntah
nk pndai maen one full song. haha =p
ikotkan hati hari2 nak blaja.
tapi i got other keje kan kene wat. huhu.
but, i'm glad. blaja pelan2. eh kan da kata minat.
haruslah hepi ;)
tngu nak keje je. dpt gaji, leh hire
cikgu tuk ngaja saye.
hee :)

ps: oklah. saye neh men2 jek. sok intebiu. leh sibuk ngn guitar. hee. tgh nak hafal nama vc neh. haha pjg =p
Dato' Prof. Ir. Dr. Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar

ordinary monday.

hey..

i'm quite nervous actually..
rili am..
i hope i'll be doin fine tomorrow..
doakan kejayaan saye bleh?
saye harap saye tak chuak tak tentu
pasal. huhu.
wish me luck ",

today is just another monday..
with workloads..
i got tons of works. smpai tanak wat satu pon
leh tak?
bleh mmg bleh. pastu mulelah satgi xtdo nak siapkan
last minute..haizz~

esok. intebiu. yg bakal menentukan masa dpnku :)

luse. lecturerku dtg visit tmpt kami practical.
ohh NO. my log book mmg sesgtlah bersih!
nama pon xtulih. rase xpenah bkk pon. waaa~
apela nk tnjuk nnt. i bkn ape. serik. masa dip. beriya
tulih cam diari log book tuh last2. xyah submit n lecturer
pon x mntk. ceh. buang masa aku tulih. buang masa boss aku sign. haha =p

thurs. plan nk kua tgk LBS. jadik ker? asek xjadik je. malas da nk berharap. huhu

fri. yg dinanti-nanti. mahu jerit kuat2 kat peak broga hills. haha. oii oii jerit watpe.
tangkap gmbr sudey. hee~ mesti lawakan scenery, saye mahu pegi tgk sunrise :)

ptot mngu neh last prac. tp aku xsiapkan lagipon kejenye. arap b4 fri aku siapkan la.

tulah serba sedikit ape yg bakal berlaku. tapi xnak excited mane.
sbb slalunye mesti last minute cancelled. be LBS or the broga hills. da slalu jek cancelled. huhu

oklah. arini takde match feveret team saye la. jadik xde la sy nak nonton tv yang
berscenerykan padang ijau. hee =p

ohh lupe. tadik baru saye ade chance nk check result. malas nk berebut tgk awal2. sure2 jammed. result mmg ternyata sedey. tuh da bukan rahsia. suda lama saye ketahui.
tapi saye bru tahu the whole result, i meant the grades for each subject.
ohh bummer. saye harap result terkini saye takkan menjejaskan intebiu saye esok.
saye tahu saye terpilih sebelum ini mmg berdasarkan kejayaan masa lampau. tetapi
saye harap dgn transkrip yg latest ini, saye tetap juga berpeluang untuk berjaya dlm intebiu tersebut :)

alrite. i think that's it for tonite.
i'll end this post with

" i hope my 2 second smile is enough to make your heart smile, coz it's enough for mine =) "

cinta epik ",

Lirik Bila Cinta - OST Lagenda Budak Setan by Filianti Vlee

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan

germany ",

hello!

ape kamo sume buat time2 neh?
tido? saye tgh tngu bola. hee~
padehal keje byk. yer mmg.
tp nama pon weekend kan.
tamao pk keje. haha. keje kite wat esok.
mcm2 perkara kne wat diz week.
ohh. mmg another hectic one.
go through jela. huu~

skrng neh. sy tgh tngu abahku pulang.
tadik saye pesan kat abah ice-cream and roti
nak makan sambil tgk bola. hehe.
abah otw blk umah from kampong. huhu
tibe2 craving for ice-cream laks. hee~

oklah. smlm tgk eng draw.
mlm neh ger camne pulak? ballack xmaen yek.
xpelah. saye tgk klose la =p

harineh xde cite kan.
em tak bape color sangat arineh.
so xde la cite. haha.
saye kua mkn.
saye tgk tv.
saye kemas umah.
saye basuh baju.
saye maen guitar.
saye update blog.
tak bape best sgt. huhu.
ohh lupe.
saye tgk drama best td.
erra & aaron berlakon.
30 hari mengenal cinta.
ending yg sgt simple tapi sweet ",
hee.
oklah. esok luse dan hari seterusnya.
saye akan busy.
saye tak suke busy. nnt saye penat.
bile saye penat nnt post2 saye sumenye
memenatkan. and plus ade la satgi selit2 emo
sane sineh. mcmane emo plak leh dtg? tibe2 dtg
sbb bile penat saye punye fikiran akan melayang
ntah mane2. pastu emo pon dtg. haha.
takpelah. bile saye penat jer, saye cepat2 la
pk kan perkara yg leh wat sy hepi.
bru post akan sentiasa hepi. fan saye
pon hepi, dan bukan perkara sebaliknya.
bile sume org gembira, saye turut rase
gembira =)

sah2 post neh sbnrnye takde cite pon.
tup2 pjg jugak. haha.
saye mmg suke type. huhu
oklah, saye bru kuarkan blk chatbox tuh.
arap2 jgnlah ade lagik yek
episod saye tertipu. sila jgn pkai
identiti org lain yek. hee =p
ala lg sejam.
emm tdo jap la. nnt bgun blk.
hee. gudnite kawan2 ^_~

01 Rejab 1431 =)

selamat dtg Rejab!

oklah. at diz moment mcm ade
mood tuk bg tazkirah. huhu
ala. sy terbkk diari
yg suda sekian lama sy tak tulih.
mmg xnak tulih dah pon.
kan da kate, penat tngu mimpi fantasi jadik
realiti..kot kalo jadik realiti suatu hari nanti
saye tulih la kembali itu diari. hehe.
ok. ape sy jmpe dlm diari saye.
bacelah yer. ehh jgn bace jer.
amalkan la. Rejab dtg setahun sekali.
mane tahu, tahun depan kita tak berkesempatan
nak jmpe Rejab..who knows right? kene byk2 berdoa
moga pjg umur dan sihat sejahtera :)

AMALAN SUNAT DLM BULAN REJAB

Berpuasa 1 hari = mendpt keredhaan Allah

Berpuasa 2 hari = mendpt kemuliaan yang besar

Berpuasa 3 hari = Allah swt akan menjauhkannya dari azab dunia, diselamatkan dari penyakit yg berbahaya dan diselamatkan dari diseksa di akhirat serta fitnah dajjal.

Berpuasa 7 hari = Allah swt akan menutup 7 pintu neraka jahannam baginya

Berpuasa 8 hari = Akan dibukakan 8 pintu syurga

Berpuasa 10 hari = Akan diperkenankan oleh Allah hajat dan permintaannya

Berpuasa 15 hari = Allah akan menambahkan pahala-pahala amalannya berlipat kali ganda

Org yg berpuasa di bulan Rejab kelak di Syurga diberi minum ari sungai yg bernama Rejab. Air tersebut lebih putih dr susu, lebih manis dr manisan dan lebih sejuk dr salji.

Dalam bulan lain setiap amalan akan digandakan 10 kebajikan ttpi bln Rejab akan digandakan sebyk 70 kebajikan.

Digalakkan mendgr kisah dan peristiwa Sirah Rasulullah yg berlaku dlm bln Rejab spt Israk Mikraj.


da abes bace? sgt senang bukan nak dpt pahala berganda-ganda.
puasa je pon. x susah. nikmat yg Allah bakal beri pon sungguh lumayan.
ape lagik tunggu, start la puasa esok..takpun lusa..takpun mngu depan. bila2
ade kesempatan...
musim world cup, sanggup kan bgun berjaga tgk bola..
jadik xsalah bukan, musim bulan rejab kita berpuasa lah selama yg mampu :)
sambil tgk bola sambil bgun sahur. heee. idea yg bernas x? hehe =p

oklah. nnt tgh mlm sket saye update tuk arini pnye kisah.
skrng mood tak smpai agi. haha.

tata u all ;)

ehh tata plak.

Assalamualaikum semua, selamat beramal :)

V(^_^)V

salam all..

home. at last.
tros bkk pc.
rindu cik som. hee.
i had a great day :)

saye ke wedding rakan skolah rndh sy
bersama family saye.
sbb kami semua dahulu jiran tetangga..
tahniah pada pengantin, moga kekal hingga akhir hayat :)

kemudian saye bersuka ria bersama akak saye.
hanya berjalan-jalan menemani dia membeli ape
yg patot. walaupon pada masa yg sama..
sbnrnye. sy sgt penat. ehh bukan. saye sbnrnye.
mahu duduk kat tgh2 sopin complex tuh..dan..........~
ohh~

mlm pula. sesi menonton bola. korea pnye game
saye tak sempat tgk. sbb x blk agi. glad dey won the game :)
saye tgk game argentina. wpon separuh jalan.
sbb da terlelap. haha. messi saye tak score pon kan?
uhuh. xde luck kot tonite. tapi xpe. sape ntah yg tanduk power tuh kan,
dia kasi sebijik goal tuk team arg. hee :)
maaplah. saye xpndai nk tulis review tuk bola.
saye cuma suke nonton saje. tatau sgt pon rules ke players. haha.
yg agak2 terserlah tuh saje saye kenal. hehe.
mlm neh game eng ntah saye tgk atau tv yg tgk saye pulak. hee.
tapi mahu nonton hero saye. lampard. haha.

ya rabbi. pjg tul bebel psl bola jek.
td beriya kata ngantuk. huhu.
tapi bila da start type mcm2 plak yg kuar. huhu
saye bru je lepas rindu kat guitar saye.
sgt suke. oklah saye nak endkan post neh dgn
ucapan tima kasih pd mereka yg telah
mewarnakan hati saye.

rakan-rakan skolah yg suda sekian lama tidak berjumpa.
i had a nice time with u ppl :)

rakan skolah juga yg suatu ketika merupakan
org penting dlm hidup saye suatu ketika lama-lama dahulu.
tima kasih bg souvenir keychain dan layan saye tadik.
saye agak terasing pd mulenye sbb tidak kenal rakan2 yang lain.
tima kasih sbb amek gmbr juge :)

akak2 saye yg telah menceriakan hati saye.
mmg hati saye ceria arineh. tapi ade juga mendungnye.
maceh bg sy mengukir senyuman pd diri sndri :)

last sekali. mestilah last. sbb yg spesel slalukan last..

suatu senyuman yang telah terus masok dlm kotak fikiran saye
dan terus ke memori saye. dan terus ke dalam hati saye.
hati sy yg suda lama tidak berdegup begitu pantas.
walau apa pun yang telah terjadik saye maseh gembira.
sbb hati saye berwarna pelangi arineh.
terima kasih yg tak terhingga ^_^

ktm ohh ktm~

hey kamo sume...

mata saye da merah neh..
jadik tamao type pjg2..
nnt nk bgun tgk bola plak.
huhu..

tadik sy tak tgk LBS pon..
sedey :(
sume salah saye la..
saye pegi tido dlm komuter..
tak psl2 terlepas stesen..
huhuu..
lama sgt nk smpai. tgk da smpai
tertdo saye. sy mmg. nek ape x tdo. haha =p
bile da terlepas stesen maka saye pon lmbt..
bile lmbt akak saye pon ckp len kali la tgk..
sbb da nk dkt sgt showtime.
pastu dia plak xbiase kat new wing ou tuh.
takot sesat agi. dia biase old wing jek..
tgv lak xde tayang mlm cite LBS tuh. gsc jek.

pengajaran nye jgnlah tdo dlm komuter.
especially time mlm.
watnye saye tdo smpai ke rawang camne.
haizz~~ okayh2 akan saye ingat pesanan ini
utk mase akn dtg. huhuu :)

tibe2 teringat satu kisah kelaka. saye dan kembar
saye penah. hampir ke nilai dah..tuh bukan gara2 tdo.
tp sbb terlebih gelak + sembang smpai x pasan
da terlepas stesen. haha. yer. mmg kami sengal. hehe =p

oklah. mau tido. nnt xdpt lak
tgk henry saye maen ini mlm.
hehe. selamat mlm sume ",
ala. mlm neh my first nite away from my guitar.
*rindu*

esok. hari bahagia kwn saye. juge hari bahagia one of my BFFs.
luse juge. hari bahagia kwn saye.

saye tumpang gembira utk hari bahagia mereka :) :) :)

gudnite ^_^

ujan. cerah :)

saye tgh tngu ujan berenti..
tak larat pulak mahu redah ujan.
better tngu ia reda seketika..
disbbkan ujan..
dan saye pon tgh layan..
lagu yg bru sy donlod..
a beautiful one..
from LBS..
B i l a C i n t a~
maka saye pon berjiwa-jiwa
utk karang post ini.
haha.
layan jela ek u all.
sy bukan jiwang.
terlebih jiwang jek.
haha =p

one by one..
one after another..
lessons i've learned from you..
you taught me well..
on life, love, lost..
success..
failure..
you may not realize..
u're such a great teacher..
although sometimes..
i hated you for giving
me lessons that i refuse
to know..refuse to learn..
refuse to even hear the first word
of the lesson..
but actually..
those lessons..
gave me a great strength..
to move on with my life..
and, i wont forget each and every bit
of the lessons you once
pour out to me..
how can i forget..
i dropped too many tears..
to get through with
all the lessons..
it is all about..
getting older..
getting mature..
and, i guess it is time..
i pass on the lesson
to another someone..
probably i'm gonna be
a great teacher..
like y o u~~
how far i'll go..
i wont be forgetting you
every time a success steps
on my doorstep..
for some reason..
i owe you my success..
and i could go on forever..
thanking you..
sharing with you..
eventho our stories will be different..
still..
i owe you my success..
my great teacher..
you had ur own way of teaching me..
and i'm glad it's you..
who had taught me all the lessons
dat i havent acquire before..
i know..there's too many lessons
out there that i still need to learn..
every single day i'm learning..
i hope there will be a nice great teacher
like you that i'll be meeting next time..
you may not have the idea..
of how i can see..
the actual picture..
which eventually..
i know you think i only see the fake pictures..
i can see the real pictures..
i can feel the real feelings..
i can sense ur thoughts..
but sometimes..
i just cant express..
the pictures i see..
the feelings i felt..
the thoughts i sensed..
coz it's you..
only because it's you..
i can never be truly me..
this gratitude could go on forever..
but i wont stop here..
i'll be thanking you later in the future..
coz i dun intend to close this blog
anytime soon..
coz every single posts inside shadows of mine
reminded me of all ur lessons..
dat you taught me..
with no cost at all..
and i just couldnt thank more..
i luv ya always my great teacher ikram..
take care~

i better be goin..
cuaca dah cerah kembali..
sgt cerah..
disinari matahari..
nnt lmbt pulak saye smpai.
LBS da kempunan neh. hehe.
nnt blk sy update cite LBS okay?
jgn risau psl saye ye kawan2..
saye tau tak patot publish post ini..
tapi saye perlu. jgn bertanya mengapa.
saye akan selalu senyum..
dan terus senyum..
come on lah. it's not the end of the world kan?
people come n go all the time.
i'll wait for another rainbow to stop by ^_^

tata everyone!
happy always ",

hari saya bercerita bersama mereka.

salam everyone :)

nak update smlm. tp tertdo lak
dpn lappy. pnat kot type2. tp last2
tekan backspace je manjang. haha =p

the whole day kua bersama family.
hee. mcm ke mane je.
ke tempat saye lahir..hee sonok ",
knape sonok? sbb otw tgh jalan
di tgh2 HKL tuh abah bercerita
mengenai kelahiran saye. hee. suke.
sgt suke. nak tau x? short version jela ek
saye cite kat sineh.

abah ckp pital neh besa sgt. penat nk jln2.
citenye, mcm in the morning of 2nd july,
my parents went there saje je nak register
tmpt..n my mom due lambat agi. ptot sumtime in sept.
tapi maybe sbb penat sgt jln in the morning.
suddenly, at nite saye da dilahirkan..
1:39 am. 3rd of July 1986.
yer btul la tuh. saye lahir as a pre-matured baby.
mmg xckop bln sgt. haha. tapi syukur, sehat.
tapi akak saye kata, saya mcm alien. haha.
jahat. sbb kicik sgt. sgtlah. dah kata xckop bulan. hee.
xsbr nk melihat dunia dah. huhu.
pape pun saye sgt syukur sbb dikurniakan sebuah keluarga
dan ibu bapa di dunia ini :)

sbnrnye, ke HKL smlm sbb
saye pegi melawat kazen saye.
dia kne operate due to a cyst kat otak dia.
pity her. muda agi. hope she get well soon :)

ok. abes cite siang.
mlm pulak. saye menghabiskan
hari saye bersama kwn2 saye.
hepi la saye berjumpe mereka.
colorful la jugak hati smlm. heee ",

blk rumah pula. saye menghabiskan masa
chatting bersama seorg kawan.
yg dpt membuat saye ketawa riang.
dan juga berbual dlm telefon tangan
bersama kembar saye.
ohh. sgt hepi. dpt berkongsi
cerita dgn rmai org tersyg pada hari smlm.
hee. hee. :)

saye byk menghabiskan masa bukan?
uhuh. keje saye byk. tapi smlm
mcm xdpt nk fokus pd kerja.
sbb tuh saye pergi mencarik
org2 yg dpt mewarnakan hati saye. maceh u all ",

arini jugak. nmpknye saye xberapa smngt lagi
nk fokus pd kerja. nasib bek deadline not anytime
soon. leh la saye bersuka ria tuk tenangkan
fikiran seketika. huhu.
tgk. dari tadi berbahasa melayu. mmg sgt tak pndai
pon nk tulih. tapi saje cube2.
kalo tulis dlm english takot i get carry away with my feelings
and type nonsense. huhu.

arini mahu berjumpe dgn kwn2 lagik. rindu mereka.
moga2 hati ini berwarna lagik.
xkesahla bukan pelangi pon. tapi at least adela jugak warna kan?
mlm pula akan kua bersama akak saye. wah. sonoknye.
another color for me! cadang mau tgk LBS. tapi xsure lagik.
sure2 sedey kan kalo tgk arineh. sbb mood pon ntah ke mane2. huhu~

ehh. lupe. mlm neh start world cup kan! hee. color lagik. hee. sukenyeee ",
sokong france tau mlm neh =p

post arineh. eh smlm pnye la. huhu. berakhir dgn..


"i wanna try and walk into your world but that doesn't mean i wanna leave mine behind"


ok. tata u all =)

smlm.today.esok.

selamat pagi mesia =)

post pagi neh mungkin agak pjg.
sbb td b4 nk type tnye jari jemari dlu..
byk ke nk type pg neh?
and it said yes! haha. gile. jak bile ntah
jari leh cakap. haha =p

smlm. terkilan.
today. xde perasaan lagik.
esok. sedih.

kite cite dr bwh ke atas ek.
haha. pelik. org mula drpd past.
aku mule dr future. ehh. sukelah.
saye kan mmg pelik. hee =p

esok. T_T
last minute plan cancelled. or postponed.
well, dats not gonna make me better pon.
kan da gtau rituh, nk tgk LBS ngn my sweet darls...
xdpt tgk sok..sbb one of my BFFs tuh ade intebiu..
huuu~~kempunan la saye nk tgk LBS :(
xpelah...i can take the rain check..
eventho sedey sket r...lama kot xjmpe..
rindu. hee~
anyway, kpd princess D kite, GOOD LUCK for
ur intebiu. inshaAllah dpt..kamo kan power :)
company best tuh. sure2 gaji masyuk.
ape lagik, kami tngu open table laa. heee :D

arineh. mmg la xde perasaan lagik. sbb pagi lagik.
haha. tapi saye tau rmai kwn2 sy berdebar. maklum la
result kua arineh. huhu. saye mmg la x berperasaan.
sbb da berzaman tau. n da lama pon lupe hal result.
kalo diingatkan, emo aku smpai thun dpn x abes. haha.
nnt cite arineh sy update later ok?

ok. smlm ari terkilan saye. sbb tuh la saye xde update smlm.
mmg bkk je blogger neh. tp tatau nk type ape.
terkejut. terkilan. suke. tak suke. sume ader. huhu~

finally smlm. sy da siap keje saye. mmg lega. smpai xtdo kan
nk siapnye psl. uhuh. next keje nk wat bile ek? emm..bile mood smpai. haha
ohh lupe. smlm after siap keje saye, kembar saye ajak lepak.
hehe. dia sgt hepi. sbb sy banje dia. i'm glad u're hepi dear ",
tuh tanda sori saye yg tak terhingga psl xdtg konvo dia. huhu.
neh pon sy tunda celebration hari lahir dia. hee. tngu dpt fulus laa dlu..
huhuu~

saye da hepi. sbb per?
sbb sy da pndai pkai gmail. haha.
seriously, dak comp sc punye statement ke kat atas neh? hehee =p
biar ahh. better late than never kan? hee. da pndai, upenye sng je :)
smlm jugak. inbox gmail sy pnoh ngn keje.
9 set tau. byknye. saye skrng part time translator.
jadik, kamus la kwn baik sy wat mase neh :)
keje prac pon belambak. neh keje lagik. haizz~
xpelah, saye suke bz. nnt saye x pk bukan2. sy sibuk wat keje je.
tapi bile sy penat. mulelah. pk bukan2. haha.

saye tanak elaborate pjg mengenai satu perkara neh.
sbb sy tanak ade org yg berperasaan mcm2 ngn saye.
rase tak seronok plak menyeksa jiwa org. sbb sy phm sgt
ape rasenye kalo jiwa kite sakit. sgt sakit lah. haha.

ape yg saye rase smlm. terkilan saye. suke saye. mmg sgt suke (",)
saye tak pendam.
mmg saye luahkan. tapi bukan kat cik som.
kat cik com plak. hee =p

cukoplah i ended this post with..

" if you can't accept the unique and special of me being an emo girl, then try to find the strength in yourself to stop loving me..once the emo-ness isn't around nymore, trust me, u'll love me no more coz it's not who i am.."

l u c k y~

a hectic day.
i'll try to make this short.
sbb ngah kejar deadline.
org mmsc da marah. x e-mail
kat diaorg siang tadik. so nmpknye
another nite of xtdo la. ohh!
kan da kate tadik hectic day.
so i need SLEEP :(

knape x siap keje?
smlm mmg xtdo pon. tp 160 kot.
gile belambak.
tadik siang lak the whole
day kuar for intebiu tuh.
so blk mlm bru leh smbung wat.
seb bek ade my fren pujuk dieorg, n dey let me
siapkan n email by tomolo. thank god~

so intebiu, okay jek.
dia ade kasi article then kene design.
just nk test power pndai gune tools
and creativity lah.
byk kisah menarik sbrnye. tp penatlah
nk type. haha.

ok. even nk make it short.
still ade ruang tuk slot bebel. haha.
x suke ktm arineh. asek2 dgr announcement delay.
lama tau saye tngu. pergi n balik.
adela waste 2 hours kat situh. uhuh.
ktm, bleh tak jgn delay lagik?
saye bukan seorg yg suke tngu. sape2 pon kan? haha~

mase pulang sy dpt satu panggilan.
terkejut. sgt2.
well, i guess.
i got lucky. syukur~

and again, just now.
i got lucky too.
got to share the great-pelik-news.
why lucky?
coz not everyday, i'll have the chance.
to make my heart fills with color.
so tonite is just lucky.

z kecik. z besar.

ngantuk.
ngantuk.
ngantuk.
long way to go.
sure2 tak tido.
sekian.
zzzZZzZzZz...~~

LBB ;)

tadik penat carik spek.
haha.
sndri pnye mata pon leh ilang. hee =p
seb bek jmpe. huhu

tadik kwn sy dtg. sy pinjamkan adek dia txtbook c++.
dpt dip comp sc kat uitm jengka. ehh.
xnak la sebut tmpt tuh. alergik plak. haha =p

oklah. saye sbnrnye da agak bosan..
pening pk..nak wat soalan objektif..
smpai 160. adoii~~
td sy da prepare sket2 tuk intebiu
saye. arap sume goes well esok :)

maaplah ye. saye mmg jarang sgt2 on ym tuh.
sgt jarang. kecuali ade hal. or ade sbb. eh sama la tuh kan. haha
yup. i'll take note on the 10%. hehe.
upah atas nasihat selama ini.huhu. so kne la split 10% jugakkan. hee =p
haha. cite bagai. mcm btul2 jek. cite real pon xde ending agi. da nk wat movie. haha

saye neh byk maen kan? bile ntah nk serious. huhu.
haa. sy tau bile sy serious. bile lagik? time saye emo laa.
time tuh confirm2 sume org larik dr saye.
siankan saye? sy bukan mkn org pon. ngee =p
tapi org tetap lari gaks. huu~

kpd bakal director saye, cepat2 carik duit yek.
bukan tuk ur kawen. tapi
tuk fund movie saye. haha.
saye tulih script soon! hee =p
LBB in the making. HAHA :D

LBS rating smpai pecah panggung. LBB rating mesti retak pon tak panggung. HEHE =p

xsaba jumaat. nk tgk LBS. yippie! suda kempunan neh. haha.
bkn xsaba nk tgk.
xsaba nak nanges. haha.
confirm berjurai-jurai. hahaa.
sbb sndri pnye kisah cinta pon tah pape.
hajat dihati mau tgk LBS dgn org kesukaan sy.
tapi dia ckp ngn saye pon xmahu. inikan mau nonton. huhu
jadik sy nk tgk ngn my sweet darls! thx gurlssss sbb sudi nk teman =p

xde title pon ok la ek =p

hey..

saje je stopped by..
saye neh kalo relax, sgtla relax.
bile bz sgtla bz. *sigh~

citenye ade keje kne wat.
ape lagik. keje prac aku tuh la.
bru tau skrng.
kne wat 2o ques tuk setiap module.
module ade 8. haizz. 160.
aku bukan cikgu laaa. haha =p
pastu suh email before
tomolo. huh.
suke bg last minute.
tp bg awal2 pon
saye kan mmg ske wat last minit. haha =p
so xtdo la mlm neh.
huu~

tapi sy still jugak mlm neh ade keje len.
sy nk kne prepare tuk intebiu pg sok.
sy berminat ngn company neh.
knape? saye cite sok ok? hee~
actually saye saje je carik kat jobs malaysia.
tibe2 nmpk iklan neh.
mmg dieorg nk pkai rmai dak multimedia.

oklah. saye nk gi siap2.
hee. nk gi mane?
xde mane. siap mau prepare nk makan la.
arineh sy puasa :)
and abah sy baru balik. he bought me Lipton ILT.
sgt hepi ",

last but not least.
ade org komen kata.
ayat saye in few posts mcm ahadiat akashah. haha
leh la cerita cinta saye masok panggung jugak mcm LBS. heee =p
leh kaya cam ahadiat jugak. haha
tapi kne split dua la. bagi kat mr. alien saye tuh.
haha. jgn marah ek. kalo tgh bace. BFF saye yg bagi nama
mr. alien. adela cite disebaliknya. haha.
xkesahla alien ke ape. saye kan sgt suke CK. dia pon alien jugakkan? hee =p

wish me luck for tomorrow!

favorite person~

how i wish i can
just spill out
every single word
that's been in my head
for all these times..

whatever is gonna happen..
i just wanna put aside..
i dunno where the strength
suddenly came from..
usually. i am so so a f r a i d~~
i guess..
i'm just bored..
of the same thing..
goin round in circle
over and over..
huhuu~

but how can i pull over
on the highway..
if the other party..
loves to keep on driving
non-stop..
ohh~
~~

s o r r y~

wanna try writing? it's a good way of expressing
ur thoughts...
since i know..
talking to me..
ended up a heartache inside.

again. i do apologize for screwing ur heart and soul~

salam ^_~

salam everyone!

ehh. ade pulak. kata break iye dak?
xjadik la. HEE =p
ngada bukan? ehh. ske laa! blog saye.
bukan blog awak. bukan blog dia. bukan blog sape2.
haha. yer yer. sume phm. neh blog cik hatie kite. huhu :)

ikotkan hati nk je delete post2 smlm.
tp perlu ker? haha.
asal x delete all the post jer? haha.
lagik gile. isk. syg arr. kenangan kot.
even pahit ke masam ke manis ke. ia tetap suatu
cerita bukan? hee. biar jela save kat database blogger neh.
huhu. tngu lah. bile saye kawen nnt. saye tutop la blog neh.
so lmbt lagik la. leh la u all bace lagi kisah2 hidop saye
yg bakal sy kongsikan bersama. saye tau rmai yg mahu tau ape
my daily routines. haha. tgk perasan x abes2. haha.
ingat sape? artiskah? ngeee =p

tgk mood sy sgt berubahkn drpd smlm?
haaa...mcm ne leh berubah sekelip mata?
xde ape pon. like i said before..
writing is a remedy for a heartbroken soul..
so i kinda took a stroll down this blog of mine..
been reading a lot on previous posts..
i guess...now..reading can be a remedy too! hehe.

so bile da bace..punye bace. mcm2 cite ade.
dah kate 500 lebey. confirm2 mcm2 kisah ade..
overall. xkesah la. kisah sedey ke gembira ke.
yg pasti sy gelak je bace dr tadik. huhu.
sy gelak sbb...
satu saje nk hiburkan hati.
dua. sbb mmg kelaka.
sbb balik2 among 500++ posts.
kebykannye kisah yg sama.
yg diulang-ulang...cume bentuk yg lain.
smpai sy da bleh predict dah ape
yg akn berlaku seterusnye. huhu.

kesimpulan nk ckp.
takde sape pon yg berubah.
ptot adela perubahan. haruslah kan!
ppl change for the better every day.
tapi mcmane nk change kalo kite tatau
ape yg perlu dichange, bukan?
huhuu~
kalo takde sape yg tolong sedarkan kite,
walhal dia nmpk kite pnye kereta da bape kali pusing
roundabout yg sama...mcmane kite nk jmpe
jalan yang betul? utk ke destinasi kite. kan?
ended up sesat as always..
haha. tibe2 cite kete. belasah jela metaphor sesuai ke idak. hee~

okay last sekali. nk wat ucapan
appreciation kepada.
krayon saye.
guitar saye.
blog saye.
BFFs saye.
pc saye.
kalian mmg byk membantu saye
to keep on smiling! maceh, luv y'all =)

.......................

it's the break season.
again?
ohh~

i'll be back..

my co-author..
you may write..
if you want..

gudbye shadows of mine~

9264::

458..

as always..
i think by now..
i can..
carve your name..
in every single..
crystal of mine..
that keeps falling..
again and..
again..~~

if only you can count..
how many of it..
has ur name on it..
i'm sure..
it's..
countless~~

crutches.

i so need..
my crutches to get
back walking on foot..
but why..
the minute..
i sort of think..i may not need
nymore those crutches..
coz i'm confident enuf..
to not just walk but run as fast as i can..
without those crutches..
you kinda..
broke my crutches into pieces..
till i cant use it anymore..
please.
this isnt the first time..
you steal away my freedom
of walking again..
eventho i wanna walk barefoot again..
still i need my crutches.
thx for taking it away~

i am confidence enuf to run..
althou my condition are unbearable..
because...
i thought..
you would be there..
holding my hands..
to support me..
to keep on walking
and running together..
around this
beautiful earth..~
as always..
i trust my instinct..
till it overshadows..
the real truth..~~

haPPy =)

he is my only one.
and i'm glad.
he has found the one for him.
i'm happy for him ",
may it last well for his future ahead ~

BFF b-day =)

it's 0506!

my BFF born day =)
to my dear..
Aisar Ashra..
may success always be with you
till the end ",
luv ya always and always..
thanks for being with me..
all the time..
and support me
all the way through my life..
seriously..
i dunno if there is even one color
in the heart..if you never exist in
my life..
good luck for ur future dear!!

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY (^_^)

again. and again~

a bad day after all..
i thought..
it would turned out
to be a nice day at night..
unforch..
it's the same bad day..
alike in the morning..

i dun wanna comment nything..
bout my interview diz morning..
tgk jela previous post..
i kinda did sumthin..
that i'm not proud of..
takpelah..
ade rezeki adela kan..
takde...rezeki tempat lain =)

i tried.
not to type.
but i couldnt.
i need to express it out.
it hurts.
yes, it does.
but i'll live.
sumone said before..
i am the type yg tabah..
i can deal with this..
i've been goin through
such deepen wounded before..
i guess..
deep inside..
way deep inside.
yes.
i do still hope.
eventho i kept saying.
i stopped hoping.
but still.
there's a tiny portion..
of still hoping.
eventually..
the hope died.
it should have been dead long time ago.
only i..
yeah..
me..
afraid.
to accept the
truth.

apela merepek tgh2 mlm neh kan..
slalu mcm tuh kan blog saye neh..
kalo hepi tuh kjap je..
yg emo je meleret-leret.
so sape2 yg da mmg jd fan tetap..
mesti tau kan..
dah kalo penulis blog kuarkan
kata2 mcm kat atas tuh..
sure2..
blog neh bakal ade break agi..
tgkla..soon~

c
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n
f
u
s
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d
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0306 ^_~

hey all..

today is 3rd of June..
and hey i'm smiling ^_^
syukur alhamdulillah..
hariku sgt berwarna-warni arineh..

spent the whole day with my burfday sista!
went out to watch Persia! whoah~ mmg BEST =)
i like to have the dagger myself too. hee
it was an amusing movie fulls with action.
suke tgk lompat sana sineh. hehe.
part mane yg amused me? si pakcik gemok
yg x abes2 ckp psl tax. haha =p
teringin jugak nk tgk movie mcm neh
tp made in mesia..err..agak2 thun bile
tuh dpt tgk? hehe =p
ok. next mau tgk. LBS. KK. TS3. hee =p

i got a phone call at noon from the faculty..
suh i attend an interview tomolo..
i dun wanna hope too much.
juz trying my luck..
dpt rezeki, xdpt rezeki maybe tempat lain :)
saye kan da berhenti berharap.
setelah mcm2 yg saye harungi
selama neh. so no more hoping for me..
just live on and doa everyday =)

saye sbnrnye da ngntuk.
tapi nk prepare tuk mock teaching sok.
eventho 5 min jek. tp aku neh bukan
btol sgt. kang dtg neves x tentu psl..
ntah pape la aku ngaja kat depan. haha :D

alrite everyone...
i'll end this post with..

i'm glad..
i smiled =)
it's my first..
3rd of the year 2010..
i didnt drop any crystal of mine..
satu. maybe sbb penat.
haha. penat layan burfday gurl. eh women. haha.
eh taklah. men2 je saye neh.
satu je sebabnya.
h i m~~
thanks =)

heart colored and smiled =)

morning everyone!

siap greeting lagik. so mesti leh agak mood sy arineh camne kan? =)
tadik pagi sy bgun dgn ^_^
saye mimpi indah lagik.
sgt indah. hee.
xkesah pon kalo x jd realiti.
nama pon mimpi kan. hehe.
ape pon i hav a reason to smile
the whole day ",

ade lagik la reasons nak smile..
hehe~~
ape?
emm..
satgi nk tgk POP. prince of persia! huhu :)
jelesh tgk sume org da tgk.
aku je x tgk2. hehe.
kelaka. ingt agi kicik2 men game neh.
asal x lepas lompat je. mati berdarah. huhu.
mule la suh abgku yg tulun lompatkan. haha =p

em..
mcm ade lagi satu reason..
hee!
sbb hari neh hati sy berwarna-warni.
sbb tuh la my heart smiled ^_^
tgk. suke excited terlebey.
sukati saye la kan. hahaa.

for your eyes to see..
for your heart to read..
"shadows of mine is half of my life..
and i'm glad it's you i'm sharing it with =) "

oklah. sbnrnye smlm ptot tulih diz one post...
lupe. tertdo dpn lappy. akibat mencarik photo.
haha. nmpk sgt external da bersawang. haha =p
nak post neh...
spesel tuk seseorg yg sgt spesel..
sape lagik...
my dear lovely sister =)
it's her burfday 0206!
for your special day..

you went through such a hard life..
not to worry..
inshaAllah..
one fine day..
hoping soon..
Allah will grant ur wishes
and have a great life =)
dunno what i do without you..
luv ya always!

HAPPY B-DAY SIS ^_~

one of my fave pics with her ",

saye cube tuk kurangkan berfantasi =p

ok. saya da bgun neh.
tak mimpi dah.
dah kembali pada realiti.
maap yek.
kot2 ade post2 sblm neh
yg seakan-akan berada
dlm dunia fantasi sndiri.
xyah la scroll down carik.
da delete pon. haha =p
saye mmg begitu.
kalo mood berfantasi dtg.
mulalah.
lupe dunia realiti.
pastu ntah pape2 reka cerita
mcm lah saye neh sndri
scriptwriter. hehe

arineh saye pergi kajang.
kat Oriental Crystal Hotel.
ade meeting ngn client di sane.
syukur. telah diapprove
storyboard kami tuh. n leh
proceed ke development phase =)
saye x suke ini hotel.
1) surau xde. ngoks. ade tp bgunan laen. kne kua hotel. bgunan hotel pnye la tinggi, surau pon x disediakan. ape kes?
2) mknn x sdap. mkn bread pudding seakan mkn scramble egg. ape kes? haha.
cukoplah 2 perkara diatas. kang compaint byk agi. kne sue plak. haha =p

as always. saye dan kwn saye dan prjct mgr saye mesti sesat.
huhu. smpai lambat. dgn tatau jln. haha. client da tngu lama.
tapi we finished early =)
and they said we did an excellent job on the amendments =)
mmg sporting abes our client tuh. hee~

saye mmg xnak cite. tapi mcm xlengkap je post.
kalo saye tak tulis pasal sesuatu. haha.
ok. tadi pon mcm arituh.
tgh2 sesat mencarik jalan kat highway,
bleh tersengih sorang2 dlm kete. haha =p
ntah ape ntah yg nmpk kat highway. hee ",
hey hey hey.
sudah. jgn bukak cite fantasi awak tuh cik hatie.
takde sape nak bace pon. huhu