again. and again~

a bad day after all..
i thought..
it would turned out
to be a nice day at night..
unforch..
it's the same bad day..
alike in the morning..

i dun wanna comment nything..
bout my interview diz morning..
tgk jela previous post..
i kinda did sumthin..
that i'm not proud of..
takpelah..
ade rezeki adela kan..
takde...rezeki tempat lain =)

i tried.
not to type.
but i couldnt.
i need to express it out.
it hurts.
yes, it does.
but i'll live.
sumone said before..
i am the type yg tabah..
i can deal with this..
i've been goin through
such deepen wounded before..
i guess..
deep inside..
way deep inside.
yes.
i do still hope.
eventho i kept saying.
i stopped hoping.
but still.
there's a tiny portion..
of still hoping.
eventually..
the hope died.
it should have been dead long time ago.
only i..
yeah..
me..
afraid.
to accept the
truth.

apela merepek tgh2 mlm neh kan..
slalu mcm tuh kan blog saye neh..
kalo hepi tuh kjap je..
yg emo je meleret-leret.
so sape2 yg da mmg jd fan tetap..
mesti tau kan..
dah kalo penulis blog kuarkan
kata2 mcm kat atas tuh..
sure2..
blog neh bakal ade break agi..
tgkla..soon~