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will there be a better tomorrow
if the love ones are gone..
it seems as there will only be
tears of loneliness inside the realm of darkness..
tears that can only be fades and wipe out
by a bright light..
light that filled with bright colors..
then only the loneliness can be replace
with joyful and happiness that surrounds
life that filled with smiles from the heart..~

standing in the eyes of the world!

kpd yg tatau..
tajuk di atas adalah tajuk lagu Ella..
theme song mase sukom 98 dulu...
well, what i wanna share is dat..
my group had managed to get the video clip
done and presented it today..
video tuh kiteorg wat versi kiteorg laa..
sbb nak cut off budget...
sume tenaga kerja dilakukan sendirian berhad
oleh kami semua..huhuu..
dari script, berlakon, editing..
all in all...sgt lega dah siap dat project..
now move on to next project..3D..
haizz. byk tul keje. ohh. cpatla siap sume2.
aku juge mau study spt org len..
waaa...first paper is on th 4th..
i sure am hoping i hav the time to study for it.
byk kot chapters nyer. haizz. again. haha.

btw, tengs to all crew members for their contribution
nak siapkan video neh..
sgt terharu ngn jasa korng...
n sorry if ade yg terasa ke pape..
biaselaa da sume tensen..gitu lerh. huhu.

haha. semangat kan kami. mau terbang spt superman. hee ",

nehla ahli groupnyer. tadik nani diimport khas jd pelakon. huhu

hey budak! bace neh :)

dedicate for a special budak..heee~



love the melody actually. lyric biase2 jer. jiwang sgt kot. haha.

" deep down inside the heart felt dat you wont take me and my life for granted in the future. future huh? if there is one for us. i'm hoping for a colorful future with you..insyaAllah~ "

okaylah..rasenye penat dah itu budak nak bace post ini. haha.
i'll be back later but without any jiwang post like diz one lah.
huhu. ntah mimpi ape
arineh pi post plak. haha.
later~~

sape mau sponsor pc satu?

disbbkan laptopku sgtla canggih manggih...
aku da install la 3ds max nak wat project vr..
mmg terbaek la kan...smpai nk run pon tngu la
3-4 jam pon blom tentu leh run...hang jek
kat dpn user interface die. haizz. i need a brand new
CANGGIH pnye pc. haha. supaya xdela
x support and hang bagai nanti..
neh blom install software 3D len...
bru nak wat project biase..
camno ler aku nk wat fyp nanti...
mmg r kne angkat pc baru. HEE. err..
tapi tade duit...huu..
sape baek hati nak sponsor? angkat tangan...ngeeee :D

yup. i do write rubbish sumtime.

there can be in a day at one moment the heart races so fast..
but there can also be another day at another moment where the heart doesnt beat at all..

same goes with the smile. one day it can be all the way through the heart and soul..
but in the other day, just a simple plain smile..
worst. there'll be no smile at all.

giggles. sometimes it a great thing to happen in a day..
but there are also days where the giggles and laughter seems so faked..

dun hav to talk bout tears. sometimes it is like a tsunami in the room..
but not always. there are too times when it is a shiny day :)

all in all...
with the stuffs dat i babble above...
i'm not sure what i'm trying to convey here..

i guess..
i'm still in the middle of no where..
or else i wouldnt have 2 situations for the case above..
sometimes i felt like wanting to express myself out loud..
but..
i'm afraid.
yes.
why?
bcoz.
it is so meaningful to me..
i juz dun want it to get fade over the years ahead..
the end.

be loyal~

i am afraid.
of losing.
only bcoz of me.
me.
me.
and only me.
loyalty.
can be hard.
i hope.
i can.
no.
i will.
i have to.
i should.
alwaz be loyal.

ohh. juz another crap on a bz nite.

as usual..
i hav to deal with it alone..
i so missed all those shoulders that use to pampered me..
aiyaa..mane sume pegi..yeah i noe. sume tgh bz kan..
hmm..i dun wanna blame nyone..
i guess it is fated..
dat i'm strong enuf to deal with it by myself..
i dun mind actually..
juz dat sumtime..
i guess it's great to hav a company
strolling down the memory lane togeda..~~

ps: i like to wish my bro a warm hepi burfday wish. " happy 26th birthday dear, wish u'll always be happy with ur family. heart u a lot :) "

hujan yg turun bagaikan mutiara~

the clouds ran away..
so does the stars..suddenly fade off..
will the rain disappear too..?
finelah. pegi lah sume pegi.
ade aku kesah..
sadly yeah. i do kesah. sgt kesah kot.
why?
coz till now..been missing them..
huu~
so, rain rain dun go away..
coz i need u everyday :)

m o r e

i need more..
plz gimme more..
or else i dun think..
i can stay any longer..
i'm not dat selfish..
but hey..
the heart inside here
is so vulnerable..
all i'm saying is..
i juz need more..~

F.Y.P

final year project..
gives me a hell of a hard time..
so i guess it is SO WELL suited to be called as
fuck. you. proposal

a little update from hatie~

here's what has been goin on lately:

- social life mode turned off. bile la nk cuti. mmg bantai abes la bersuke ria. haha.
- exam schedule da kua...hoping ade mase nk study between the papers.
- project belambak kne submit diz week. n the progress for each of 'em is below 10%. huu~
- test pon same. mcm2 test ada. satu pon x study agi.


knape perkara2 di atas berlaku?
simple answer. FYP. huhh!
tensen sunggoh gue jd bdk final year neh. bleh tak fyp dimansohkan? huhuu~
oh yeah lupe.
there's one thing dat make me smile now. him (",)
who? emm lemme keep it to myself for now~

lame da x men play-doh. haha.

i am so tired of giving my heart.
yet in return i got it back
with tiny little pieces.

i guess to sum ppl
the heart is juz sumhow a red play-doh
and not a precious diamond
that is rili scared of broken
into tiny pieces again.

for now, i think i can handle a scratch..
but not the whole pecah bagai lagik.
penatla nak kutip gam balik.

the bitterness in student life.

penat. penat.penat.

aku bru balik.
padehal penat gile neh.
tapi terase nk ngadu kat blog sndiri.
td tngu bus nk blk umah.
mmgla menguji kesabaran.
ade patot dah 40 minit aku tngu
kat bus stop tuh tak nek2 lagik aku.
adehh. dahla bosan kot. dgn ipod pon time2 neh
la nk abes battery. adoi. dgn penatnye blk class td.
dgn busuknye still pkai bju kurung. huu.
tuh blom cite dlm pale otak yg pnat pk
mcm2 keje yg x siap lagik. especially FYP yg menakotkan tuh.
huhh~~~~

misery loves company::

ohh. yes. it's a hectic life.
i'm miserable enuf now.
cant figure out why it is worth for
me to keep thinking
and pushing myself hard..
after all it is only a scroll rite.
yup. a scroll. only a piece of paper.
but it is worth a thousand of meaningful
moments. hard time moments. and also
the sweet moments. all in one. i am waiting
patiently here for dat day to come.
calendar oh calendar. xbleh cepat sket ke
tahun 2010. april to be exact. haha. nak grad. nak grad =)

double R~

rain @ rainbow..

the above was what i referred to as the double r..
the rain always makes me wanna squirt out sum tears...
while the rainbow always shine me in the eyes..
yet both could make me smile all the way through my heart =)

project + fyp proposal+ test + final = i'm dead

sgt byk keje..
sgt stress..
sume nk dlm mase terdekat..
gile ape..
ohh.
tatau la ape bakal terjadi..
pada cita2 ku..
pada keinginanku yg ingin
terbang ke suatu tempat
untuk mencari ketenangan..
dptkah aku terbang?
nasebku baek. tibe2 lagenda muncol kembali.
ohh. sumber inspirasiku itu. jgnla ilang lagi.
aku juge mahu berjaye spt kamo.