tardy.

procrastinate..
tardiness..
ohh.
i can nvr get away from both of 'em. hee =p

mmg ske la kan lengah.
kalo x, xdenye fyp x siap2 agi. huhu

lmbt. emm gi kelas da mmg lmbt.
exam pon? haha
paper td arr..
leh plak la kan lmbt..
chuak gak. msok2 je da bg arahan..
seb bek x mula lagik =p
tak sengaja ok.
terlelap masa khusyuk
bace nota last2 minit. hehe
dah2 tuh kenyang lunch. haha
alasan sokmo :p

paper td ok je kot.
no comment~
da lepas so dahla kan? hehe
next which is the last one, on this coming 3rd may..
thesis pon kne submit 3rd may..
project SE a.k.a FYPku pon 3rd may..
haizz~~
welcome disaster weekend?
*sigh~~~

sedang mnunggu patiently
abgku sekeluarga nk dtg.
hee. cam biasela..baby acir will come on the weekend ",
patiently, bkn sbb ape.
sbb nk tgk adnan sempit epi 3. hahaha :p
helo helo.
sedar ke x..
3hb = fyp, thesis, exam!
haha
ala 40 minit jek tgk. hee can do la ekk =p

lallalaa~~
hepi moods~
sbb depan saye ade..
ice lemon tea & choc crunch!
hehe.
ske ske!!~~
foods rili makes me happy =)

life was gr8 back then~

juz finished my supper
while watching ER as usual..
td ade scene dua adek badek..
a boy and a girl..

reminded me of my childhood moment..
ohh..sgt precious..
dan sgt rindu..
those days..
there were only the two of us..
me and abgku..
yg len2 da besa..
so i rapat ngn him only..

he was always there beside me..
all the time..
we did every single thing together..
mmg pon sume mende..
main sama..
mandi sama..
makan sama..
tido sama..
gaduh sama..
hehe..ske gaduh ngn dia..
nnt ape lagik.. nangis jela snjataku..hehe

days goes by..
life sucks when u get older..
everything changed.
people changed..
i guess the love's always there..
juz..everyone got their own priority..
i dun mind..
i've been by myself all these years..
i'm happy seeing everyone dat i love..
are happy with their family. hee =)

okayh. enuf on walking down the memory lane.
i got an exam tomolo.
gudnite everyone~

another battle!

hello people..

besok saye kene gi perang lagik.
ehh. arini la! da pukoi 12 belas kan. hee~
seb bek exam ptg. so leh la bc agi pg nnt..
tak ske subject bace. haha!
dahla bru start study arini. mmg la..se-la-mat
huu~~

arini. hari free-from-fyp.
haruslah kan! gile. nak exam takkan r
x study lngsung. ingat ape, genius? haha :D

oklah.
harap2 leh jawab dgn tenang..
harap2 leh ingat ape yg bace..
harap2 ustad x strict marking. huhu~

time's up for me nak bebel kat sineh.
nak gi lap2 perisai nak bwk sok. huhu
kne lap sndiri ah. saye takde org gaji
cam merlin slalu lap tuk prince arthur. haha!
ngarut. perisai pon xdak.
haha. k ah got few more chaps to read~
wish me luck!
eh xpyh la luck2 neh..
pnat da mintak kat blog neh..
xpenah dpt pon. hoho~~
doa jela yek.
jgn lupe doa tuk saye.
please.
please~~~

ckp ngn sape ntah saye neh..
helo. ur hunch was wrong lah all these while.
please la. deal with it sanely. haha.
dia da x bc pon ape kau bebel sineh.
so sudah2 la mntk gud luck tuh. huhu.

waa~ mepek episode ke berape da nak mule.
bek benti.
hee =p

aaa...
kan best..
dpt mamam pretzel auntie anne's
sambil bace nota neh..
sar~~~~
bile mau gi makan neh? lama kot x trun kl. huu~

atas tuh iklan.
haha.
it's 30th right?
so long..April~
welcome May =)

i climbed for him.

i would say..
i've done all of this for me.
me. me. me
that, if you asked me last year.

but, currently..
i didnt do this for me.
i'm not struggling for me.
yes, i know it's my future.
but really..
deep down inside the heart..
not because of me.

my other half is gone.
and yes.
i too am surprised.
of how i had brought myself in
fading away with his shadows too.

so, now.
all of these obstacles..
and climbing to the hills of success..
it's only..
because of you..

my dearest Abahku ^_^
i owe you my success..
after everything i've done
that hurts you..
sorry for everything..
luv ya always~~









Semoga Allah panjangkan usia kami...amin~
I want him to be there again.
The day i'll be meeting SUCCESS ",

.

untitled

ntah pape.

xsaba esok.
mmg xsaba.
ye ye.
sume org phm dah.
smpai 2x type.
haha
akak kesygan saye dtg. yayyy~~
mau berjalan-jalan di kota.
membeli mainan.
haha
yela tuh. ngarut manjang. huhu
dia saje mahu dtg.
menemani saye.
menceriakan hari2 saye.
yg sgt sgt sgt meletihkan.
dan penuh dgn debaran.
tima kaseh sbb sudi nk dtg bg support.
haha. ngada jek. padehal dlm ym
pon leh kasi support. haha.
tp dlm ym takleh blanje makan kan? hehe
ohh. haah sok dia mau blanje.
maknenye saye takleh pose la gitu. uhuh
xpela nxt week leh je pose kan. hee~

maaplah yek.
otak mmg lately..
eh bukan da lama ker..
agak lama laa..
sukar berfungsi dgn btolnye..
ade kdng mereng dtg..
haa mcm nehla..
there are all due to the overdose of
stress, problems inside.

bleh x tibe2 nk berkarya..
haha.
i love to write.
during midnite..
in the dark..
with the playlist singing
itself on my ear..
and me humming along the way..
yelah..nak nyanyi mlm2 buta ade kang
terkjot org. haha. kite hummed je la ek. haha..

Monday: mimpi dia
Tuesday: mimpi dia
Wednesday: mimpi dia
Thursday: ?
Friday: ?
Saturday: ?
Sunday: ?

ok. kesimpulannya my dream director rindu dia. ~~~


neh bkn karya namanya.
neh namanye menconteng di blog sndiri.
oii oii! ingat neh diary ehkau ker?
huhu.
kan da kata otak x btoi tadik.
haha =p

sindrom stress 2F..

meniti cita-cita.

the climb.

fly.

menuju puncak.

aku mahu berjaya!
aku boleh!
aku pasti!
aku yakin!

haha. tgk berjaya besar2.
muncul plak jaya dlm pala aku neh. huhu
jaya tuh nickname membe aku. haha.
tukarlah.
aku mahu SUCCESS!


good luck Hatie on your final and fyp ^_^

budak tadika ngomong sorang2~

respect still there.
of course.
you are someone.
way over older than i am.
you inspired me to keep going.
with studies and everything.
simple said.
you were.
a friend to me.
a great one.
and, i just missed that.
i guess.
things happens for a reason.
and i'm sure.
you made it happened.
for a good reason.
thanks for everything ",

gelap vs cerah

felt like sharing..
from a friend..
to all of my lovely friends~

dok dgr sepjg ptg td.
insaf la seketika..ehh nape seketika? huhu
harap selamanya :)
td maghrib jemaah di surau bersama rakan2.
one step forward la tuh kan?
alhamdulillah~

teponku teponmu jua. haha

nah..amek tepon neh gi men jaoh2.
haha =p

ape pnye intro daa..
huhu.
sumthin interesting.
tp xnak cite mlm neh.
haha
saje je kasi intro. huhu

berdebar sunggoh hatiku..
haruslah kan!
bape ari je tinggal. gile.
fyp ke laut. thesis ke darat. haha :D
paper exam pon bpe ari jek agi.
aiyo~
blom masok neves chuak nk hadapi fyp examiner. waa~~

satu lg kerisauan melanda.
sukati sy la nk risau ke ape.
hati saya luas. muat nak risau tuk sume
mende. tuk sume org. erk. yg terpilih je r. haha
sy risau..
sy harap..
sume okay..
uhuh.
bru sehari tatau ape2..
da kecoh..
kantoi..
been doin it daily.
haha.
dah! tgk mepek episod bape dah :p
tata u all ^_^

removed. blocked. stalked. motive? =p

takde ribut. takde angin.
tibe2. haha.
ntah. no reason.
suddenly felt like it..
da terbukak hati kot..
tamao nyusahkan org lagik.
haha.
well, pape pon..
i'm glad tibe2 da decide.
ape saye mepek pagi2 buta neh?
haha. xde pape laa..
hanya aku dan dia saje phm.
sape2 nk phm pon leh gak..
ikuti kisah dibwh..hee =p


To my endearing stalker,

the moment has come.
i've been waiting for diz..
i've decided to quit entering ur back door.
i'm glad i had the strength to finally
made a decision..

so now, i wouldnt be walking in through
ur back door nymore..
it's quite rude, to go through
ur back door..
coz at the back there is not even a bell
to press onto..sumtimes felt like i'm threspassing..
so i juz wanna stop from being those so-called uninvited guest..
so, sorry for everything~

so what i'll be doin now..
is waiting and standing still..
at the front..my front door..
it is more appropriate..
for u to go through the front door..
juz so u noe..
my front door isnt lock at all..
i've unlock it for you
all these time..
it's only you who are still
hesitate on, not juz walking in
but pressing the door bell too..

i noe i'm gonna be missing
crashing through ur back door..
but i guess..
waiting at the front is worth a try..
at least it is
the right thing to do..

i'll keep on waiting..
ring me by one day..
if u think i shouldn't..
anymore~

ikhlas,
stalker pencen ;)


dah bace?
msti x phm kan..haha.
punye berjela. last2 cite psl pintu. haha
xpe2. hanya tuk dia phm. hehe
pape pon maceh u all sbb sudi bace
post sy selama neh..
yg ngarut2 kesumenye.
haha.
k lah..
fyp waiting.
as always..
tataa~

dia.

aku..

risau..

sgt sgt sgt risau..

Tuhan saje yg tahu..

moga semua selamat..

dan sentiasa sihat sejahtera..

amin~~

hariku yg colorless.

- a boring Monday.

- jmpe with abgku siang td. actually dia yg dtg umah td. huhu. take away kfc. time aku pose. ceh.

- ngadap fyp yg makin lama ke laut nmpknye. uhuh~

- ptg ujan, kilat. switch off modem. tdo lah ape lagik. haha

- again. mimpi. sape? dia. asal dia, sedey. asal sedey, nangis. asal nangis,
ape lagik lebamlah mata! hahaha =p

- ahaks, tipu je r. mane ade sedey. mimpi ptg td best. so senyumlah kan =) my dream kan? sukati aku r nak direct sendiri my happiness camne. haha.

- ade org dtg fogging. mlm neh msti nyamuk byk berkeliaran. motive fogging? haha~

- bkk pose ngn chipsmore masok angin. huu. ohh lupe. ngn my homemade ILT. refreshing ",

- abah tapow nasi goreng ikan. ok tatau rase ape. satgi bru nk mamam. hehe. thx abahku ^_^

- misi mlm neh. FYP. Facebook - Ym- Project :D [patot pon FYPku ke laut. haha]

9264::

silent distance.

bla..blaa..bla..
bla..bla..blaa..
blaa..bla..bla..

after a so so many of..
after a bunch of..
after a loads of..
status..
posts..
tweets. ehh saye mane de twitter. haha

still. what did i get in return?
the same long winding..
silent distance.
~~~

so near, yet felt so far away..
same continent.
same country.
same state.
but.
seems like.
a different continent.
or universe perhaps?
haha. tuh mepek la kan. hee :p

sy suke bebelkan?

sekarang saye tengah...

dok ulang2 dgr lagu kru perpisahan terasing.

haha. sempena debaran af mlm neh. huhu padehal xtgk pon..

arituh jek tgk diari sat..

pape pon tamao Nad kuar. silalah afundi yek sape2 yg rajin tuh. hee =p

she's got style~~~

bru dpt tahu from a fren..

i hav to pay 2rat for my practical. ohh. uitm, awak da gile yek?

ntah pape. xpenah dibuat org nak practical kne byr.

dlu aku prac dip agi lama. satu sem. xplak kne byr.

neh stakat 6weeks jek. ape kes? adoi~

ingt 20 henget ker. dua kosong kosong okayh! *sigh~~

oklah..

i'm back in my prison.

uhuh.

sgt tak best.

takpelah at least i enjoyed my short moments

of freedom =)

nak wat keje ke nak study?

uhuh. tamao dua2 leh?

ohh. tibe2 ini malam.

mmg tak motivated langsong

towards fyp or exams..

haizz~~

mmg ke laut la thesisku itu...

lmbt lak nk tngu donlod lagu neh.

dlu mase last2 week nk grad dip

aku dgr lagu neh nk kasi smngt.

haha. berjaya ke? emmm bleh r..

lagu exist- meniti cita-cita.

haa..tgk title pon seswai kan?

haha =p

dadah pulak.

i need it!
i need it!
now. now. now. ohh~

where is my drug?
ilang mane?
pegi mane?
carik x jmpe2 laa..

missed being addicted..
to...
my one and only..
d r u g~~~

postgrads~

haizz.
tgk.
korang la neh.
smpai ade satu post aku leh tulih lak mlm neh.
oi oi. gi wat fyp la macik! haha
ala. jap iklan. hee~

kpd 3 dara pingitan a,n,s. haha.
pkai letter pulok :p
sbb kan mereka di atas,
aku pening~
haha

yer aku mahu! sgt sgt mahu!
impian saye bukan?
hehe
tapi saye mahu rehat seketika.
tapi bile kamo sume mahu troskan.
ohh.
saye jeles. saye jeles! haha giler =p
yela. nnt time saya sorng2 takdok kwn.
korang leh jd groupmate mcm biase. hee :)

tapi knape mesti u itu?
knape? knape?
mahal r~~
haha. padehal xnak gi sbb tettt_________
ahh ngade agi.
btullah.
duit takdok.
agi satu.
minda lom leh focus sepenuhnya
spt dahulu kala.
zaman kegemilangan.
yg x gemilang mane pon sbnrnye.
haha.

xpelah.
u all full time.
saye part time aje.
masih leh jumpe bukan?
haha
hey hey.
berangan lebih watpe.
lmbt agi tarikh tutop application tuh. haha =p
gi wat fyp tuhhh.
huhu.
tata titi tutu ",

bersama mereka sunggoh seronok!

hey,

fun nite!
great morning!
not-so-good lunch hour~

mmglah not-so-good.
sbb dieorg da blk.
waa~~
dtg lagik ye kwn2..
bile i invite u all for a sleepover lagik. hee =p
tqvm dtg ^_^

ehh. lupe.
takde sorang pon tepon kampong hangpa ye dak?
haizz. lupe nak aku ingatkan pg td. huhu.
hehe.
ape mende aku ngarut neh?
umah saye tepon dia best.
haha. thx kepada pakej streamyx.
nak call mane2 home pon bleh.
asal serata sem mesia je r.
hee. free =)
tapi tulah. sbb saye xde siape tuk dihubungi
langsong. haha. ye r.
adek badek sy sume xdok phone umah.
pkai hp belaka. membe confirm2 r pkai tepon tgn. hehe.
mcm x berbaloi bukan padaku?
haha.

oklah. at last, smlm siap jugak project game.
maka berakhirlah segalanya.
yg tinggal
hanya..
2 more exams to go..
and..
and..
ohh..
FYP.

and then off i go!
haha.
mane?
nak pi hunting.
hunt ape?
haa..
jeng3..
nantikan
kemunculan..
latest drug of mine..
yippie~~

thing-thang-thong? :p

it might be a usual thang.
it might be just a simple thang.
it might be a ridiculous thang.
it might be a stupid thang.
whatever thang dat is...
it happens..
because..
this is me.
if it were someone else.
it might not be such a difficult thang.
but because this is my shoe. my white crocs.
and i'm the one wearing it.
that is why it happened in the first place.
try wearing mine for a day. you'll know~
i lost too much thang already.
never the word lost fades away from my life dictionary.
if only i could juz ditch away the L word.
but i couldnt.
if you see it..
surely you wouldn't understand why.
but if you look through it.
then you'll understand exactly why.

haha. mcm best plak ckp thang. instead of thing.
or thingy. hehe. tgk mereng da dtg.
ade perkara yg telah menyebabkan
sy mahu menulis di waktu ini.
okayh~

feveret: person-season-drama

suke ^_~

colors! colors!

hello y'all,

hav to make diz short.
ade keje kne wat.
nnt lmbt kne marah ngn group membe plak. haha =p

arineh colorful day for me =)
haha. mcm hape je.
padehal xde ape pon.

- lunch date with my dear lovely sister. hehe. sonok mkn kat A&W ^_^
- mlm neh frens sleepover! yippie~

sok pon color jugak kot. hehe.
jmpe kak ny agi. jmpe si esah tuh. haha. macik aku panggil ko esah kat sineh =p
dah mcm bapak aku lak. esah esah. haha :D

waa~~ bestie called. ajak dinner.
uhuh. xske xske. when i hav to say no! haha.
tp terpakse. ade hal sket. haha. padehal nk jimat $. hee~

oklah, dah pjg lak ngarut. td kata nk make it short.
as always long jugak. haha.
i'll end this post with

GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAM (",)

i'm in a good mood.
so what the heck on being a so cheapskate bout only A wish.
i didnt get one from u. but i'm willing to give one.
so do your best dear!

9264::

xnak dgr cakap. kan, padan muke. ohh.

you're only a phone call away..
yet..
the second..
i was about to make one..
and share it with yaa..
there.
u always had ur way
of killing my mood.
thx~

so, readers sorry.
i was so excited to share with u people..
bout my day today..
my interview with ExxonMobil.
unforch, now i dun even hav the slightest tiny feeling to share..
thx to a person whom i thought
would be very happy with what i had achieved.
and whom i be gladly to share with and juz text,
" yang! i did it =) "
but, he always makes it clear in his own way of saying
" the hell. like i care bout u. "
okay.
i noe. its harsh. my version of assuming
can be rili good nowadays. haha. da tersgt pro kot :D

it's so hard.
i've been wanting to share it all day long.
not with the world. but you.
coz u're the world to me.
huu~

ohh. bilekah?
x sbrnyer.
kawanku. cepat2 balas mesejku bleh x?
i couldnt deal with it nymore.
plz hurry.
plz change ur doorlock.
i meant NOW.
ohh.
why is she so super busy?
huhu~
x phm? xpe. later on there'll be
a single post bout this.

ari2 tulih. sbb sy syg blog sy :)

morning ppl :)

hehe. sy tak tdo pon.
x ngntuk. dah cukop kot tdo 2 jam smlm. hee

saje je nk singgah pagi2 buta kat sineh..
sy okay. saje nk bitau sy okay.
abaikan yek kwn2 post last nite. tuh smlm.
arineh i'm fine =)
sy smngt sbb bru siap portfolio td. haha
smngt x? sonok plak tgk hasil2 kerja selama neh..
mcm2 wat. sonok jd budak multimedia neh. hehe.
mcm2 kenangan jugak ade ngn kwn2 semata-mata
nk siapkan sume kerja2. hehe.
bape ari je tinggal..nnt da xjmpe slalu. waa~~
ok, xnak sedey lagi..tuh cite few weeks agi. huhu

oklah..hav a great day everyone ^_^
harap encik dan cik interviewer tidak menchuakkan saye :p
hehe. tata~

dlm mimpi jela dpt luck..~

i juz woke up.
secara mengejut lak tuh..
tibe2 abah kejut nk show sumthin..
huhu~
i had a nice dream tho..
huu~~

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tgk. mepek dah.
so bleh agak kan mimpi sape. uhuh.
k lah nk prepare.
sok intebiu tuh.
wish me luck, wpon smpai bile pon tngu x dpt2. huu~

aku rindu mereka.

i missed those suasana..
every ptg there'll be nice refreshing smell coming from the kitchen..
hidangan minum ptg..
sambil menonton drama melayu kesukaan..
bersama org-org tersyg..
i missed u people.
i missed home in Kepong.
dat suasana..
will nvr come again..
again, i missed.
ok, i'm being melodramatic.
sekian.


exam cam biase je.
a bit susah but buat biase sudah.
da lepas kan? huhu.
blk bantai tido. pnat~
bile ptg menjelma tgk lah. mood ntah ke mane2..
tibe2~~ ohh tibe2 teringat~~
as always..
i couldnt reach my phone juz to text u
to comfort me..~



one of the song i listens to every time i'm goin down dat memory lane..~

sok jwb exam aku men game arr. hee~

ohh. time flies tremendously fast.
tomorrow i'll be sitting for my first paper, game!
hope all of us will get results with
flying colors from the exam =)

only few hours left before it starts..
and yet, the supports i need the most
hasn't arrived. i guess i'll nvr get 'em..
not dat hard..to juz wish me gud luck..
although it is just a two words..
but bcoz it's from the one in heart,
it can make me forget every sorrow
things and focus on my success..~

aduh. tgk merepek ntah pape.
nnt mesti ade lagi post video 9264..
dedicate seribu kali pon xde gune..
sudah2 la atie..
ur beloved lost missing bf is gone.
dah kne kidnap ngn The Haitian mcm dlm heroes tuh. haha
the haitian pon gne la power dia...n erase everything
bout penulis blog neh. huhu. sbb tuhla dia x ingat dah. hehe :p
tgk, men2 je tau. haha.
oklah, quoted from a fren..
5 ari x contact pon da leh kire break..neh nk dkat 5 bln..sudah2 la tuh..
and my replied was..
no comment.
as usual :)

ya allah melalut ntah mane2.
sok pekse! yea yea =)
haha.
doakan saye dan rakan2 saye sume berjaya yer. time kasih kalian ^_^


i rather be pathetic now.
but honestly, i do need the supports from u.
please..~

xde jgk. xpe r. mlm neh cek agi..~

empty as the sky..
never knowing why..
lost forever..
if i never knew you..

hehe. dat lyric stuck on my mind since last nite. .
ohh my. rinduu nk tgk pocahontas. my all time favorite
disney movie! hee. mase kicik2 adela ulang tgk more than
10x! haha. siap hafal dialogue. so sgt fanatik la kan? :D

arineh xde cite ape. stuck at home. ehh mesti r! sok pekse r. hehe
so now, i'm drowning into these loads of game notes. uhhh~~
smngt sket nk bc sem neh. sbb ade crayon! haha. colorful sket. hee~

oklah. byk agi x cover. sok dahla exam pagi. huu~

slmt study sume!

ALL THE BEST ^_^

9264::

AWOL~

juz another boring monday..
pegi fac ade taklimat praktikal..
prac kne byr 200? ape kes..~~
but still lom confirm. huhu
mntk2 la uitm support.
kalo x celah mane ntah
nk korek 2 rat. aduh~

juz now, company yg intebiu
aku tuh call balik.
actually she called like 5 times.
diz morning. hehe. sukati x angkat.
saye dalam dunia
fairy tale saye. tamao diganggu. haha.
so, ptg td she called n said suh prepare
for open intebiu 22nd neh. ohh~~
udahla bz ngn exam n fyp. waa~
kan da ckp, aku x ske intebiu kan..
x ske. x ske. sbb leh wat tahap kechuakan
melambung begitu tinggi sekali. haha.
belasah je la 22 neh. gi jek. dpt, rezeki.
xdpt pon xpe. aku tatau pon company ape.
kat mane. post aper. haha. tau2 KP kasi nama jek.
hee. so juz try my best. ade luck, dpt lah. hee ;)

paper lg 2 ari. ohh my. ohh my.
sibuk ngn fyp, note game pon x sentuh agi. uhuh~
sibuk juge layan smallville. and adnan sempit the series. layan cite bleh mengurangkan stress. so, haruslah tonton! hee :D
ohh lupe. saya da topup arineh.
akhirnyeee. haha.
tuh pon sbb nk call senior nk tnye psl fyp.
kalo x, xde makne. hehe.
so org pertama yg sy msg sejak sekian lamanye
tak topup adalah my four beautiful sweet darls ^_^
yan~diana~aimi~fara~~
korang dptkan msg aku tuh? yup. mish u guys so so so much ;)

knape title AWOL?
ok first. maksudnye absence without leave.
ntah nape.
sume org nak AWOL-ing me lately.
ckop2 la dgn AWOL from my beloved lost bf.
ok. tanak cite psl dia. asek2 cite psl dia. org len plak.
neh, another friend of mine is starting to AWOL me too?
ohh. sori for last nite, but ur action rili rili disappoint me.
i got a death note. what would u expect i react?
well nvm, u dun even care to noe bout it nymore, rite?
so, its ok~ ur choice~ur life~
sori again, like i said again n again. i can be such a jackass with my words. uhuh~
so everything is formal after this? alrite then :)
juz so u noe, i'll be missing u as a fren. take care~

9264::

whatever.

a great weekend with baby acir ^_^
an exhausted weekend with FYP =_=

in the end,
the weekend ends with..
a death note T_T
thx for handing me in now.
yes, now.
during my critical hours to reach my success.
couldn't u juz wait for another 22 days to giv it?
uhh~
thx for everything.
the death note really helps a lot.
to ruin everything i worked for all these while.
even without the death note you had killed me before in the first place.
ohh..~
i begged for ur supports, instead u hand me in the death note.
your love note is my death note. there. period.

riddle at noon~

i am a history.
i am just a past.
i am the one thing
some people hate the most.
i am me.
who am i??

the history textbook.

the book dat will only be
read for exams purpose.
and thrown away the day after exams.
it's okay.
i'm used to being thrown away.
i can live
in the garbage can.
not that hard.
coz, i am juz a book.
i dun hav a soul.
i have no feelings.
most importantly,
i am not alive.
dead as usual.
how can i be dead if i'm not alive in the first place? haha.

45726 667346..

P
L
E
A
S
E

~~

9264...

keris...ohh keris..
PENATlah~
cepat siap bleh, keris?
saya juge mahu belajar.
hari peperiksaan
suda sgt hampir..
huu~~

colorless~

hari yg x best.
sgt x best.
xjmpe kwn2..
rinduuuu~~
so, x color lah! uhu~

bosan dok umah wat fyp.
bosan sbb nnt ended up ckp sorng2. dangg~

td ptg ade company tepon..
wat intebiu tuk keje..
ade plak ek intebiu through calls. hee.
bru tau~
dia kata dpt no drpd uitm..
mmg la chuak.
satu fakta mengenai penulis blog,
dia sgt chuak bile kne intebiu..
huhuu~
so, sape2 ade tips nk ilangkan neves aku
yg x tentu psl tuh...bgtau la ek! haha :)

okaylah saje nk tulih kat sineh..
kasi sedar kat diri sndri. huhu
tinggal..
4 days >> 1st paper.
13 days >> 2nd paper.
16 days >> 3rd paper.
24 days >> FYP.

omg! omg!
xsmpai a month pon agi.
*sigh~~~~~~~~~

sekejap je kan 24 ari tuh? huhu..
plz plz..
wherever you are..
i wish u would read diz..
still waiting
for the millions of supports
from you ;)
tak berjuta pon xpe lah. haha.
i guess a word pon enuf.
wanna noe why?
coz it's coming from u.
my most favorite person ",
do i hope too much?
ohh~

!@#$%^&*

tak smpai pon sehari 1st day study week..
dah bosan..
ohh i missed my fwenssss =(

FYP. FYP. FYP
game. dmm. philo.
ohh. ohh. ohh.
pening~penat~
@_@

terjun laut jom? HAHA :p

nak float lagik. hee~

hello...

back as usual..
i decided to only take a few days on the break..
i need my blog now..
more than ever..
tinggal bape ari je lagi..
nk survive..
hope everything goes well =)

my day was a rili colorful one..
last day class..
last day amek test..
sure gonna miss a lot..
frens..
frens..
frens..
pasni 24/7 kne
focus kat fyp n exam. bukan blog ek. haha :p

arineh smbut belated burfday
tuk cik ayu kite. hehe she turned 23 yrs on 9th April 2010 =)


so dear, again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY! All the best in ur life =)
terharu x kami nyanyi ramai2 kat A&W tadik? hehe.
abg2 kat kaunter pon join skali. haha :p

okaylah..
a lot happened today..
n saye sgtlah penat.
mau tido dlu lah. pape pun
i'm glad sgt berwarna-warni. hehe ",

nnt sy cite psl our mpg nite plak ek.
tuh pon satu lg hari colorful bagiku. hehe =)

u can do it dear =)

stopping by here to wish

GOOD LUCK

for everything ^_^

i doakan success will be with us..always~~

c ya next time ",

i need time for myself.
yup, rili is for myself..
not running away from nything,
busy with tight schedule or what so ever..
juz again, hibernating
to think[kne la break kjap, kang sume post sedey2 readers pon larik. malas nk bace. haha]..
i'll be back later..
i promise~



LIFE is something promising.


LOVE is something special.


LOST is something uninvited.



Life is a lost when you lost what you love in your life...

9264.....7272644396~

seeing him : ( makes me T_T

hey..

lately i received a lot of unwanted surprised gifts..~
not juz me..
my family too..
rough moments rili are a heartache to deal with..
everyone has their unwanted surprised gifts rite?

to my endearing Abahku..
plz be strong..
we r here with u..
ur immature kiddos, all 5 of us :p
always..and always~~~
we'll support u coz u're all we've got..
dunno what will happen if u're not around..
okay. dun wanna picture dat moment in my head now..
it'll juz make my emotions more complicated..
whatever it is,
we'll go through everything together, wokayh?
we luv yaa ;)

sorry instinct..~

at the moment i am pissed with my own instinct..
because it had whispered in my heart to..

give a chance.

accept a pure kind heart.

love and cherish a soul.

forgive and forget.

still wait and trust.

keep on trying saving.

and again wait.

and again and again cried.

and what did i get in return?
i LOST that favorite person of mine forever~

so instinct, i wanna still keep on trusting u
in the future..
but please, can u whisper to me a wiser decision
next time? so dat i wont be goin through diz endless road again..~

9264::

u s : unappreciated soul..~

will there be another tomorrow for us?
will there be another day for us?
will there be another week for us?
will there be another month for us?
will there be another year for us?

only a word.
NONE.

there will be another tomorrow for you..
there will be another day for you..
there will be another week for you..
there will be another month for you..
there will be another year for you..

to reach ur dreams as much as u can..
inshaAllah~

my version of self-theraphy.
to keep moving on. ohh~
okayh.
sekian.
huu~

mcm tv show plak ade break. haha.

hello..

it's dat time around the year comes again..
my season break is coming soon..
very soon actually..
biasela blog aku neh kan ade musim2 dia..
hee...
dun wori i'll be back..
mcm previously jugak..
when i've the strength i'll be back posting..hee :)

9264::

L&L

confession.

reverof u EVOL i
reverof u TSOL i

the end T_T

i had fun =)

it was a great day!

ptg ade lil' get togeda with abahku, abgku & akakku.
nice one~ to juz sit laugh n chat togeda =)

a great nite. memorable one with the
lovely great fwens of mine :)
our mpg nite!

will update later on the nite..
so sleepy and tired.
tomolo plak ade finishing school
prog kat uitm. 8am. huhh~

em mlm neh first time kepalaku pening
gile2 berdenyut. mmg thn jer nk muntah
mase kat ballroom tadi..apa pasai pon ntah laa..
arap xde pe r..huhu.
ok y'all, gudniteeee~~

kemerengan melanda~

okayh hatie.

enuf with the so dull colors..

huu~

try to smileeeeeeee ^_^

nape nk senyum?

sok kan hari best!

hehe.

takde r besh mane pon. haha

- test dmm

- lunch date

- mpg nite

gonna be spending moments

with ur love ones!

so chill for tonite. only few more hours

for tomorrow!

hav a great day =)

sori ya kwn2.

neh versi sy ckp sorng2.

hee :p

okayhlah nak smbung study..

x abes bc agi. hehe.

wish me luck ;)

9264::

done talking to myself..

hello..

moods havent been quite great
since last nite..
and diz morning..
luckily, at noon my sis came by
to cheer me up..
we juz stroll along tesco and had lunch
over there..ape ntah nama kedai nye
tp jual sume beriani r..
mmg terbaek. hee :)
kenyang2. so bile makan sedap
mood pon kembali okay. hehe.
thx dear, for the colorful day =)
tomolo kite date lagik kan? hee
another colorful day with u..yeahh~~

i felt like writing sumthin'..
here goes..
saje nk amek mood study.
sok pagi test. uhuh~

the war is near..
altho i am not fully prepare
for the battle. still i noe.
i can do it.
i will be succeed in the war.
i had lost in a battle once before.
rili am not proud of it.
i lost it.
i lost it.
i tot i couldve win over
after so so and so many
preparation for it.
but still, luck juz wasnt there..
and i lost.
sumthin dat is so endearing to me.
rili am precious.
lost it.
so now, i shouldnt put my hope down
for another war..
and i sure am should not be thinking
of what i had lost in the previous war.
what had been lost should hav never been found again.
what need to be focus on is what should i achieve
and making sure dat losing another battle wont be
happening again..~

there are just numbers..

9264,



468 45726 667346..

7272644396~



<3,

4297284 92464

sorry for everything~

hey..

my day was juz a so-so..
pengajaran tuk diri sndiri.
len kali jgn lupe bwk duit.
len kali jgn lupe bwk payung.
len kali jgn lupe charge iPod.
huhu. ckoplah tiga. hee~

mcm2 hal jadik today..agak kabut ahh.
tgk jela 3 pengajaran kat atas tuh. uhuh.
tp ntah nape xde mood la plak
nk type n story sineh.. huhu

oklah.
tataaa~~

ohh. forgot. title. emm. earlier this morning.
tibe2 rase sedih. not bcoz of others.
tapi sbb diri sndiri. teringat plak of
how i always hurt those that i heart.
so everyone, sorry for everything. i can be
such a jackass sumtimes. my bad~ do forgive me~~

tired with fyp. bored with fyp.

trust me.
by the time.
it is in ur hand.
the count will reach more than
half of a thousand.
i noe.
dat is quite a number.
and.
i noe.
deep inside.
sumhow.
it will be in ur hand.
how soon.
dat i dunno.
but there.
will be.
one fine day.
till that.
day comes.
the count is still on.
even if fate.
has written down.
a different happiness.
still.
if God's willing.
it will be in ur hand.
on a.
one fine day~~

9264::

did u miss hearing my donald duck voice?

selamat ptg!

no class for today. yay!
Kak Tny came by.
she asked for my help.
tulun dia with her interview asemen.
huhu. syok gak. sore aku yg cam donald duck
neh gak yg dia nk gune. haha!
i had fun recording it. i suke, sbb in english. heee :p
mesti lctrr dia terkejut, omputeh mane la plak.
haha. sore jek. membe aku pon pnah meluat kalo dgr
sore aku speaking. haha. sowi r. my so-called americanish
slang tak dpt diubah. da sebati ngn lidah. huhuu~

sbb tuh aku lebih prefer ckp melayu. hehe.
bangga dgn bahasa ibundaku. acehhh. hee :p
padehal sbb speaking da karat. tuh segan nk ckp. haha!
em actually aku ganti kwn kak tny. she cant make it
for the recording. huhu.

then pe lagik, kne r banje kata da tulun. haha
went out with my sista. hee =)
makan2. jalan2.
haha. tuh je.
nutin much to share..
back home. i showed her the vids accident kat bhp petrol Cheras tuh..
dia pon terkejut. mmg tragis dan sgt ngeri. uhuh~~
td dia nk pi petrol station pon takot.
dun wori dear, byk2 doa moga kite sentiasa
dilindungi dan dipjgkan umur..

it was a short while moments with her
yet still very colorful!
thankssss dear ",

doakan i berjaya okayh =)

a picture is worth a thousand words...

TIME is running out.
ohh.
please wait up.
i'm trying to catch a breath here.
i'm so scared.
rili i am.
SUCCESS, please be there.
when the time comes.
i wanna meet u.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE (",)

juz another monday without u..~

hello all!

today blk umah awal!
sbb aper?
hee.
smngt nak wat FYP :)
alhamdulillah terbkk hati nk siapkan. hehe
so instead of melepak as usual
i went straight home after class. huhu~

test SE td susah.
uhuh. sbnrnye sng kot.
tp kiteorg x bc mmg la kan. haha.
mmg goreng n gune common sense, hope we'll pass!
knape kiteorg x bace? em..bla..bla..blaa..standard student
kasi alasan pjg lebar. sbnrnye slh sape? slh diri sendiri la! uhuh~

lupe. leh plak la kan. td pg saye siap awal.
kul 9 da siap pkai tudung sume.
konon la. nk bc notes neh. test 1030. tup2.
sy tertdo atas katil. so in the end. smpai lewat td.
huhu. seb bek terjaga kalo x sah2 dpt 0 test. hee~

oklar, nk continue ngn my FYP. mlm nk kne study tuk test2
len lak. uhuh. sume student2 ngah haywire kan? hectic week
la katekan. chaiyok2 everyone =)

ohh. again people, sorry for not replying any text. i often
nvr didnt reply back, rite. hee. out of kedit laa..
sbnrnye da few months x topup. huhu. kalo
ade pon dlu sbb org2 yg topupkan. so currently, xde sape topup kan.
so takdelah! haa..sape nk suh reply tuh, sila topupkan leh?
haha atie ngada lebey :p
tak ssh pon gi kedai bli topup kan?
hee. malas.
taklah.
i hav my own reasons. huhu.
pape just ym k fwens!
tataaaa =)

3/4 of 401 = you.

hey..

ini adalah post yg ke 401. whoah!
byk tuh saye dok bebel dlm neh all these while. haha!
stressful moments..
luckily, shadows of mine existed. hee~

today is juz another ordinary sunday~
- family gath ",
- watched my hero , CK! lama tul smallville break..
epi kali neh da mcm supernatural + gossip girl laks. haha!
- been doin my fypppp..padehal sok test SE. ohh. camne neh.
sempat ke nk study mlm neh. waaa~~~
- ohh lupe. hee. abah bought me 6 bottles of ice lemon tea! sgt refreshing~

i kinda heard a pretty bad news from my bestie.
hmm.
sabar ye dear.
sabar.
n sabar.
i'm sure akan ade jln penyelesaian
yang TERBAIK :)
just hang in there dear~~
i'm sure u'll walk through out of diz mess soon =)

musim pekse jugakkn? Do ur very best =)

it's near.
so near.
only few blocks away from the corner.

FINAL EXAMS!

2104 >> Game Design & Development

3004 >> History & Philosophy of Science

0305 >> Distributed Multimedia

Good Luck Everyone!
All the best on ur exams ^_^

ppl come and go. dats reality.

i listened.

i heard.

deeply with my eyes closed..

to the beautiful sounds..

of the instrumental

musics that i love..

and all of the faces..

of the people that had left me..

appeared..

ohh..

those people that i heart..

how i mish u people..

very much.

so much.

as i opened my eyes.

and looked around.

ohh.

it's dark here.

and no one's around.

~~~

Atie in wonderland! drink me, to join in (",)

hey everyone..

i had so much fun today!
went out with my so so so dear BFF =)

watched Alice in Wonderland! uhuh. da nk abes
tayang bru nk tgk kan? hehe. well at least,
dpt gak tgk kan Johnny Depp. heee :p
had an orange muffin n ice lemon tea
until the movie ends! tengs Aisar ",

jln2. window shoppin jek. masing2 tadak duit. haha
ohh dear, bila kamo mahu kaya? hehe :p
sales lak tuh. menahan je la nafsu. huhu~

masok mph. she bought magz Eh, i bought ape tau..
komik gila-gila! haha. gila berkurun x bace.
since..emm x hengat dah. zaman kecik2 dlu kot.
tetibe nmpk kat kaunter. terasa nk bace lak. hee :D

b4 heading home..both of us gi kdai tudung..
msing2 angkat satu sbb murah! haha.
then pi drive thru. sundae cornetto..nyum nyum ",

smpai umahku dia just lepak2 in my room borak2..
then late evening bru balik..
dat is the story of my colorful today ",

thx dear! i rili need to hav a great day
with my love one today..
or else u noe what i'll be doin..
again n again for every 3rd. huu~
and yup.

you are the 'need much' ingredient in my so-called soup of life~~
luv ya always ^_~

9264::

it's weekEND again! hav a gr8 one ^_^

hello!

today is a colorful day for me ",

class as usual in the morning..

listening to the last group

presenting their seminar..

class game ptg cancel..

lctrrku demam..

:( for her..

:) for me.. haha. leh lepak. yay!

i had a great time lepaking

with my sweet darls ",

almost 5 hours chilling @ McD ..

dgn aku & Aimi 5 kali tukar tmpt duduk. haha.

mmg la kan. ade patot lebih dr 5 kali kot meja sblh aku tuh

isap okok asek nak sembur kat muka aku jek. adeh.dahla bukan

sorang smokers. the whole group kot. adoi. ingt aku ape

kaunter penyemburan asap rokok ka??

tudung aku pon x psl2 bau rokok. haizz~~

mcm2 diborakkan..mostly psl our getaway trip la..

mcm2 disurfkan kat tenet. haha. carik no tepon hotel x jmpe2. huhu

nxt meeting will be soon. since tadik byk tak dpt decide sbb date

pon x tentu, sbb membe sorng lagik x angkat2 phone. huhu~

okaylah...cukop la bersuka ria tuk rineh.

byk keje menanti neh nk kene wat. haha.

aimi, fara, yan and diana!

tengs for today! a rili colorful day for me ^_^

ohh. another happy news.

smallville ader diz week! sok leh donlod! hee~

lama gila kot x tgk my heartthrob, CK ;)

k abes dah cite arineh.

sok pon harap berwarna-warni jugak!

date ngn my bestie plak.

lama x jmpe si Aisar tuh. *rindu*.. heee ",

supper bertemankan ER! jom layan skali =)

saat duniaku terasa begitu malap..

seringkali aku trus ingin berputus asa..

tapi aku tahu..

aku hanya perlu bersabar..

sesuatu kejayaan itu tidak akan dtg dgn mudahnya..



ohh. UiTM dihatiku..
aku mahu grad on time.
on time.
on time.
on time.
please.
let this be a reality.


Ya Allah, permudahkanlah saat2 akhir aku bergelar student mmcs di uitm..moga akan aku akhiri dgn kejayaan yg dpt mengukir senyuman org tuaku..Amin~



mmg syg bangat sama ini univ..
5thun lamanya aku ade dibwh nama univ yg begitu gah dimataku.
hee. up lebih la plak u sndiri. haha.
tgk mereng dah. tgh2 mlm mmg gini.
saat2 dah gila wat fyp last minit. hehee

mmg syg kot uitm!
smpai tulih surat cinta pon pkai kertas uitm.
haha! tuh bukan syg namanya..
tuh malas gi beli kertas yg lawa2 wangi2. hee
pkai je apa ada atas meja. hehe :p


listen to AQ
juz got this link from a fren. check it out. dgrlah selalu...akan terasa peace sekali~subhanAllah~

jgn sambut April Fool tau!

morning ppl...

as i awake for Subuh prayers today..

i'm more than blessed..

i realized..

it's the fourth month already..

to an-excited-to-be year for me..

and the heart still beating fine. couldnt be more thankful..alhamdulillah~

still..

nutin had changed.

only i knew what hadn't changed..

ohh..

calender ohh calendar...

you flipped too fast..

in some part i love it so much..

yet, there is a tiny part, i dislike a bit..

like i said..

nutin had changed.

huu~~~

please wake me up, anyone?

i'd been in a few months coma in my own fairy tale..ohh~~

bakal bulan deritaku..doakan everything okay yaa~

about ONLY a month left..

for..

FYP!

ohh..

so long March..

been a quite hectic month..

but thx to all of my frens for

all those nice memories...

so now here comes April..

another hectic-to-be month for me!

segala-galanya ada.

nak ape sume ade.

test belambak. mini project. asemen. presentation. FINAL EXAMS. THESIS.

but i'm sure we all can go through it! doa byk2 ye kwn2 ^_^

eventho May will be the judgement day for me being a student. still. April is so TOUGH to even go through. ohh~~~ but hey, i cant wait for it! walaupon fyp x siap agi. sbb kan i x sbr2 nak jumpe June. ohh. plz come SOON! hee :D

no matter which months the calendar flips to, inshaAllah i'll always smile..[sempat ke nak smile masa April, mcm byk monyok ade arr. tensen! HAHA :p]

coz every single day, a nice memory will be save into my memory box ",