sorry instinct..~

at the moment i am pissed with my own instinct..
because it had whispered in my heart to..

give a chance.

accept a pure kind heart.

love and cherish a soul.

forgive and forget.

still wait and trust.

keep on trying saving.

and again wait.

and again and again cried.

and what did i get in return?
i LOST that favorite person of mine forever~

so instinct, i wanna still keep on trusting u
in the future..
but please, can u whisper to me a wiser decision
next time? so dat i wont be goin through diz endless road again..~