Wednesday, March 31, 2010

be extra careful bile u drive k ",

hey..

the moment i'm typing diz down..
sbnrnye tgh pening..
bukan kepala..
tapi mcm a bit confused..
adela psl fyp..uhuh~~

i wanna make diz short..
penat. bru balik. dahla ujan lebat..
luckily, after gi print kat cc terserempak
ngn Abah tepi jalan. hee~

tghari tadik kiteorg lunch kat gerai kat masjid negeri..
masa otw balik..kat roundabout mcd 3,
kete membe aku neh kne langgar dr blkng..
mmg salah mamat blkng tuh la...
tapi seb bek x seyes..just calar jek.
seb bek dat guy baek n nk byr sume..

actually masa eksiden tuh, kiteorg dok
riuh dlm kete cite psl eksiden ngeri kat bndr tun razak tuh..
mmg ngeri laa...seyes..kalo x kene hukuman
setimpal si drebar honda jazz tuh mmg tatau nk kata ape r..
uhuh...sian gile tgk video tuh td..dahla anak dia kecik agi..
mesti trauma tgk ayah dia meninggal on the spot..wuuuu~~~

eh. eh. mamat yg langgar bumper kwn aku pon honda gak.
mmg kete honda neh suke langgar org ek? hehe :p

ohh. seriously. today is a bad day.

aku bukan adobe illustrator. aku hanya paint.

aku bukan adobe flash. aku hanya microsoft power point.

aku bukan adobe after effect. aku hanya windows movie maker.

aku bukan facebook. aku hanya friendster.

aku bukan microsoft word. aku hanya notepad.

aku bukan wireless. aku hanya dial-up.

itulah aku.

aku yang hanya digunakan, dicari oleh mereka

pabila aku-yang-lagi-bagus tidak boleh dipakai.

okayh.

sekian.

9264::

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

a bad tuesday. how's ur day?

saya
tak
suke
bile
mende
tak
wajib
tibe2
jadik
wajib
full
stop
with
an
exclamation
mark

ayat
baru
saya
juga
tak
suke
bila
kne
buat
keputusan
yang
melibatkan
menjaga
hati
org
lain
ayat
berakhir
dgn
SIGH~~

i got one stalker...u ade bape? hee :p

cakap sorang2..
gelak sorang2..
lama2..
manusia mana pon akan bosan kan?
saya tahu saya masih mampu
tuk menunggu..
tapi utk ape kalo
tiada apa yg menanti, bukan?
jadik sementara masa yg
masih ada tuk saya bernafas
di bumi ini..
saya akan tunggu..
tapi saya tahu satu hari saya akan bosan..
sah2 la bosan. ade patot selamanya
nak ckp sorang2. ohh. dah psiko tuh. sesuai
jadik patient kat tg. rambutan. heheehe :p


i will get bored one day..
until that day comes,
just bear with my endless love

for my one and only stalker ;)

Monday, March 29, 2010

i hate me. rili i am. do u?

hey..

back home..
class pg seb bek ponteng.
luckily, xde lctrr pon..
yg dtg pon 2 org. mcm pakat rmai2 bukan?
padehal tak pon. huhu~

class SE pegi..which was our last class..
sbb next week dah test..haizz. ape nk jwb pon tatau.
did i ever say here i hate software engineering? *sigh~

after lunch, melepak di library mencarik cite pasal botox..
haha. da xde idea nk wat tajuk ape..belasah je r..
dlm library kiteorg wat mcm bilik sndiri. a.k.a borak arr. haha!
then i teringat smpai skrng..
Ani tanye..whether i wanna further Master or not?
ohh..
ohh..~
it keeps repeating in my mind till now..
mmgla i jawab nk keje dlu..
but i dunno..
i love studying..
most importantly, i wanna achieve my dreams..
tapi condition skrng mcm x mengizinkan nk further laa..
what for i go for it, tapi nnt dpt result 1st sem dah mengecewakan?
hmm..~~
i nak further...only time will tells when..
but i akan apply jugak la next sem..
bile dpt offer, samada i wanna accept or not..
tuh pk nanti r..nanti...nanti..
there is always a start for something good.
i'll wait~

ohh my!
perutku craving for McD Hotcakes! haizz~~
mengalahkn org pregnant. asek ngidam sana sineh. heee :p

exam schedule da kuar..
nnt i'll post the dates later.
saje nk remind diri sndiri yg
mcm x sedar2 exam is juz around
the corner and fyp TAK SIAP2 LAGIK. uhuh~



lapa laa...breakfast nak?


monday morning blues~~

let's start off the morning with some laughters :D











happy? dat explains the 3 goals ",


anda tensen dgn fyp?
ape lagi..
tirulah saya di atas tuh! haha :D

mmg pun tensen.
byk sgt keje.
bkn setakat fyp.
subjek len pon byk gak.
course aku neh da final sem
pon subjek byk. haizz~

tgk kat blog pon tau.
asek2 ade je update.
dah mmg dpn pc.
mane lg tmpt nak ngeluh kan?
huhu. kat blog je r.

and, yeah.
CK popped in my mind.
bile nk ade blk ek smallville?
dangg. lama gila break.
sudah. aku tatau nk tgk
ape nk ilang tensen.
haha.

midnite supper...temankan, leh?

sume title my post takde kaitan ngn isi
dlmnye kan?
pelik ek..huhu.
abaikan..
tuh namanya my version
of self-theraphy..
jgn phmkan.
penulis blog je phm.
hee :p

it'd been few nights.
ohh.
why?
go away.
please.
i need to have a good sleep.
stop popping in
my dreams.
it's great that i smiled.
but it's a misery.
to go on one nite after another.
it's enuf.
heart, please.
enuf on the so-called Mr. Dreamy, will ya?

Sunday, March 28, 2010

kat sineh ujan! how's ur place?

can u be my umbrella?

so that everytime when it's raining,
i won't be walking alone..

coz i'll be holding u,
until the rain go away..

every time when it rains,
i think of u,

you're the rain in my life..
you've made me cried..

again and again..
still, the footmarks remains..ohh..~~

my nite was a gr8 one! how's urs?

hello everyone..

last nite was a great one ",
a celebration for Nik turning 23!
belated sbnrnye.. her born day was on the 20th..

my dear Nik,
eventho surprise x menjadik. haha. kelaka laa~
but we hope u enjoyed last nite alrite!
keep it in ur memory =)

Daim cake! ohh..lazat :p
Set of KFC for dinner :)
Berjalan-jalan di mlm hari
tgk sume lampu on eventho tgh earth hour.
huhu. shah alam x support la kot. hehe..

burfday gurl malu. ade patot suh aku amek gmba cake jer. huhu~~
HEPI BURFDAY NIK!
good luck in ur life being 23rd!
rili hard babeh!
haha :p

stress ngn FYPku...3T, jom?




ILU.
my dearest FYP.
okayh.
sekian~





Saturday, March 27, 2010

hari2 i waited. ohh. did you?

susahnye menahan kelaparan.
susahnye menahan craving.
susahnye menahan kerinduan.
ohh.
first. mmg lapa. aduh. x lunch agi.
second. haizz. plan tuk colorfulkan day tunda mlm plak. uhu. ade gak kaitan ngn menahan. tp xleh cite. sbb surprise. pas mlm neh bru cite. huhu~
third. tahan diri sndiri. a.k.a mcm cuffing own hands kot. from doin foolish things like b4. i'm getting in the hang of it. i can do it. hee :)

i noe i kinda promise
myself when i decided
to change my url..
dat i wont be revealing
anything that relates
to heart. and by heart.
it's him.
been awhile.
i didnt write any words
that speak for itself out loud.
only the words of mine that speak
silently by itself..it's enuf for me..~

i guess.
the redE has written
down every inches of
my heart down.
so i dunno what else
to write..
leading me to..

to ape lagik..
tulis thesis laa..
haha.
thesis fyp tuh la.
nak anta 21 April kan..
haizz.
lupekan hal len k?
fly for ur dreams and not him.
but my dream has him inside?
then. well x kesah r. fly jela..
reach for the top one okayh!
moga tercapai segala impian~~
gudlak to urself =)



He's great! He's cool! wanna meet him?


just a short entry.

felt like writing it down and

share it with the rest of the world..

i wanna thank

my one and only dear Abah

for being a really understanding guy..

i dun think other dads out there would do the same..

and most of all,

i knew you did it

because of me..

because i'm ur daughter..

and because

you knew

what i needed most

at times when i feel so

lonely and depressed..

although i nvr told u

nything bout my inner feels..

but u knew..

how i felt..

THANK YOU ABAHKU ",


another crap. xnk pening, jgn bace k?


hey..

it's been awhile..
i haven't .....
well i did juz now..
cant help it..

n
i
n
e

t
w
o

s
i
x

f
o
u
r

ohh..~
luckily, i'm out of credit.
if not i wouldn't noe what
other foolish words of mine
would i be texting..

man..
wanna get some rest from
keje2 studentku neh..
oklah..
lama dah x jmpe krayonku itu..
bye2 sumeee..~

Friday, March 26, 2010

i'd a colorful day! how bout urs?

ohh..
i am speechless..
rili am..
err...i think it was a lil bit..
overboard?
xpelah..i'll just keep
it to myself..
after all i love making ppl
happy. me? jatuh no 2 bleh. no 3 bleh.
last skali pon xpe. haha.

juz a brief on my colorful day..

- woke up with a smile, thanks to Mr. Dreamy =)
- great time with my sweet darls ",
- big apple donut :)

alrite, that's all..
i rili am looking forward for tomorrow!
gonna be pretty colorful too. hee. esok. cepat. cepat :)

another boring post. xyah bace k?

the fears of my nightmares few years ago come by and
haunts me again..well, not permanently..juz a five minutes
blowing in my mind here..

somehow..
the 'C' word scares me.
yup.
seriously.

i hope.
and i prayed daily.
it wont come by and permanently stay in my life again.
coz..
i dun wanna be..
having to go through dat life again..
it hurts.
a lot.
well, in those days shadows of mine doesnt exist yet.
that is why it hurts a lot.
i guess, my blog rili do come in handy..
when it comes to easing the pain inside :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

it'd been one zero years. ohh. penatlah~

astaghfirullahhalngazim..

itu je mampu aku ungkapkan..

setiap kali berdepan dengan..

manusia yang berhati batu..

ohh..~~

sabar2..tak lama je lagik..

June. as always. please. and please. come SOON.

double H~


heaven or hell?

you are smart enough.

your life.

make a wise choice.

when there is still time.

where are you heading to in the afterlife?


whatever joyful happiness you are having in your life at the moment
do remember that it wont last pretty long
in the end there will be a full stop
only the everlasting happiness that Allah promised us
are the eternal one
do run towards that rewards
for your endless happiness
in the wonderful paradise~


Ya Allah, please hear our prayers.
Dont resent us for being too blind with the beautiful world you've created.
Please bless us to have a bright colorful future where you are always and always in the picture.
Ameen~



9264::



Although it's hard and scares me so..
A life without you scares me more..~

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

ohh. i need a phrase of support. can u gimme one?


perhatian sblm membaca.
jika anda stress sila jgn scroll dibawah. huhu.
sbbnya saya sgt sgt sgt stress ketika ini.
jadik mahu lepaskan kat blog. haha.
here goes nothing..

nmpk x gamba kat sblh neh..
lawakan gitar tuh?
sape2 yg kaya-raya
adiahkan la kat saya. haha. xde keje..
bukan suh tgk gitar la..
tgk gamba clock tuh..
tajuk nk bebel mlm neh is about TIME~

smlm i heard a bad news..
i'm sure u all hav heard it too..
our local artiste, Yanie Mentor had passed away.
She had suffered from lung cancer. she's only 25..
well, what to do.. it's her fate to die early..Al-fatihah~

see ppl...tak kesah la umor kite bape pon..
kalo da smpai ajal..hav to go la kan..
so smntra masa yg hidup neh la kne
tmbhkn bekalan yg sgt x byk tuh kan. uhuh~
sama-samalah kita beramal yek..
misi pertama, of course la kene tepis godaan si hantu setan
yg byk berkeliaran kat luar tuh. huhu

so diz morning, b4 i'm heading off to class..
my Abah asked me for my salinan fotostat ic..
i was like, okayh, what for?
then he said. utk borang khairiat kematian. ok. speechless.
i noe it's a gud thing tho..
katekanlah kalo takdir i died early, sumone will take care of my
jenazah well enuf kan.. huu~

isk. dahla. asek cite mati jek. mesti takot kan?
emm dun be. sume one day akan pergi kan..
tak leh lari. what we can do is just mengingati dat
hari mati kita will come one day. jgnlah ingat jer, phm2 la
kne wat aper. kubur masing2. hee~

kata nak cite psl time..
time la tuh kan..
suma ade kaitan ngn masa..masa..masa..
manusia bagi masa byk mane pon..
xde pon dihargai..almost everyone take it for granted..tapi ade jgk yg hargai..~
bila da x ckop masa...bru terhegeh nak mintak masa tuh
dilambatkan lah..apelah. hehe

so to speak..
arineh stress..
i hate Wed..
class paling packed.
then lab late ptg tadik..
mcm terbasuh plak ngn lecturer.
about fyp.
omg. tinggal 3 mngu jek.
b4 presentation!!
uhuh. asal aku tatau. eh bukan aku jek.
rmai agi tatau.
kiteorg ingat, xde presentation..
juz panel dtg judge masa exhibition..
and exhibition after final exams...
rupenyeeee...
b4 exams ade presentation..
waaa~~
waaaaaa~~
waaaaaaaa~~~
dalam erti kata len aku sgt kesuntukan masa.
ohh.
masa.
masa.
sorry for taking u for granted...

oklah..penatlah bebel..
ntahla..
tatau camne nk survive..
pape pon hope for the best...
can i wish for a miracle to come by
and gimme a millions of supports?
ohh. i so need u at this moment, seriously~~

perlu ke bace? tdo jer. post neh x best pon..~

days goes by..
i know..
i am so scared of the 3 letters.
FYP.

but hey..
nutin to be scared of aite..
i hav all the supports i need.
i hav a great pair of hands..
i hav a great pair of eyes..
i hav a great pair of ears..
and most importantly,
i hav a brilliant brain up here..
for me to think..
rationally..
especially now..
during my critical hours..
towards the ending of my student days..

still, i can nvr run away from
the brain goin haywire..
goin irrational..
yes i cant..
simple said.
i cant because.
the heart holds the control of me more than my brain.
and, where are you heart? disappear~

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

i'm happy! hope u're twice as happy too =)

ok. yer. btollah tuh.
aper? saye terlebih semangat. haha.
tuh yg after bbrp jam ade lagik entry. haha

nak bagitauuuuuu...
kat umah da dpt modem baruuuuu.
yippieee..
tenet da leh gne spt biase. haha
mcm la lama sgt berpisah.
padehal bru semalam je kan..tp rase mcm dah lama. HAHA :p

arineh sy gembira.
kenapa?
hmm.
nk ckp pon tatau camne.
tp sgtlah! haha
ade 3 sebab..
iaitu..

1) akan menaiki airplane tidak lama lagik. haha. tuh pon nk up kat sineh. yela! sy dah lamaaaaa gila kot x naek. huhu. tuh yg terlebey semangat! hahaha. tp jap nk check. sape ek nk byr flight tics? huhu.

2) another freedom yet to come. and this time agak lama. wah. x sbr. hehe. xphm ek. haha. wat2 phm. heheh. so Aisar! i'll be needing u dear :)

3) my 5 years of awaits gonna end soon. hee! apekah? rahsia. haha. bila tiba masa sy up story k..

nak pegi mane? ala dekat je pon..it's with whom i spend the time yg sgt bermakna :p
ape yg agak lama? freedom lah! haha
rahsia aper? mende yg saye dah 5 thun tngu. and x penah buat. haaa..slmt meneka! haha

haa...
tuh clue jek..hee
nak tau kisah2nya...
bacelah slalu blog neh. haha.
lambat laun taulah u all nnt. hehe :p

Hello, umah sy gelap. boleh tulun suluh kasi terang x? haha :p

semalam..
b
l
a
c
k
o
u
t
okayh tuh je nak ckp.
sekian.

haha. bek xyah postkan..
huhu..
lama dah x blackout kat
sek 2 neh. huhu~~

kilat trok smlm..
so modem pon wat hal..
smlm xde tenet kat umah..
mcm xleh idop je aku neh.
haha. tipu la tuhkan..
hidup je neh. hehe..

jadik ptg neh..
aku pon merajinkan la diri
pi library. haha. mimpi aper..
ye r..my works sumenye
kne gne tenet..
so i hav to carik la segala bahan..
so tonite bile blk umah leh wat keje..

arap2 da okay r nnt tenet kat umah..
hehe..
oh yup. lupe. tadik bru pas lunch ngn Kak Tny..
hee. mkn sate kajang. teringin..haha.
btw, GOOD LUCK SIS! today is her first day of exams. all the best =)

Monday, March 22, 2010

can we switch eyeglass?

hey..

i'm such a sleepyhead..
huhu. mmg arr kata dah kul 3 lebey..
xpe2. sket agi siap. pasni leh tido.
tp sok kelas at 830..waa~ awai sunggoh~
xde mende pon nk cite. haha.
ohh recently bola jela kan.
uhuh. xde pe sgt..
my fave team draw..
liv plak kalah di tgn mu. uhuh
ala xpe..
bak kata abg i..
liv kalah sbb slalu mng. haha

oklah..
i'll end this post with..

you have a pair of eyes.
dont just look. but seeing through.
you have a pair of ears.
dont just hear. but listen carefully.
you have a voice.
dont just talk. but speak nicely.

you have an eyeglass.
can i wear yours? i'll lend u mine ",
iklan~ haha :p


gudnite everyone!

a song dat brings peace ^_^


Sunday, March 21, 2010

liv will win big tonite :)

juz another sunday~

pagi ade discussion ngn membe..
ptg as usual fmly gath..
plus waiting nk gi hot air balloon..
unforch, my sis called n asked for a raincheck..
uhuh..
raincheck for another year la ekk? aduhh~
xpelah..
tuh namanye xde rezki pegi kan..
ujan lebat sgt ptg td..
plus dia plak ade hal..rushing here n there..
kalo tau, bek join a friend of mine yg gi smlm...
saje nk gi today ngn my nephews..
sonok sket...tp xpelaa..nxt yr ade agi kot. huhu

juz done reading a book my friend lend to me..
it was a cool one!
felt rili motivated by it..
seriously, whomever is driving through
a heartbroken road..should rili read 'em!
pretty great to get back ur feet on the ground...
and of course..
ur mind back to reality..
and leave the fantasy land forever. huhu~
i felt like writing a bit..

i noe i'm not needed around.
i can tell.
it is so obvious enuf.
juz bear in mind.
i too am eager to leave.
i cant wait nymore.
i'm only staying coz i need to do so.
i've no choice.
only a couple of months left.
i hope i'll survive.
i hate the fact that.
after all these years.
this is what i get.
yes.
i noe.
i hav this hati batu here inside.
and yes.
i hav an irreplaceble spot for sumone i heart.
dat is juz me.
i tried.
i did.
after all these years.
and i still cant.
there's only a single spot inside.
a special one.
only for that lovely person of mine.
right till now.
it is irreplaceable.
i tried.
dun say i nvr tried.
and i'm sure right at this moment
it can nvr be replaced.
ohh.
June.
plz come SOON.
i hate living like diz.
yes i do.

okay. dun get me wrong.
this is not another love episode of mine.
i dun hav one nymore rite.
for now, i dun believe in the word love.
ppl always misused the word. misunderstand the meaning. ohh. i dislike those facts.

this is another matter.
a matter
dat can make me
die soon enuf if i dun hav
the strength to deal with it..
sounds serious huh..
okaylah not die lah.
isk. bekalan pon x ckop agi. huhu.
pengsan la...
yer pengsan.
ohh.
pening dah idop gini ari2.
aduh.
bleh plak bebel kat sineh smntara tngu
Isyak neh. huhu

dahla..
bertahan jela..
berdoa jela pd Allah swt.
moga dipermudahkan segala urusan..~ ameen~









ps: there. LEGA. dah bebel kat sineh. uhuh. every single day tgk calendar. countdown ape? FYP? haha. taklah. hari....hari...hari adelah..nnt June tiba saye cerita okay? hee :p

bla bla at two~

it's a rainy night..
almost 2 am..
and i'm still awake..
browsing here and there..
listening to..
'this i promise you'..
nice song..
lagu mmg sgt ancient la kan..huhu
but it suits my mood
at this very moment..~~

i had a great fmly gath today..
rili had a fun time playing with
baby aashir ",
everytime i see ur cute baby face,
it kinda washed away all of my
worries inside the heart..

tomolo will be another exciting day..
nak pegi tgk belon2. hehe.
tp still x sure pegi ke x..
tgk weather too..
inshaAllah ade rezeki pegi laa..hehe~

Saturday, March 20, 2010

an empty redE..~


empty.
nuthin inside.
everything's gone.
misplaced.
in the end.
been crumpled.

i missed it.
so much actually.
the red envelope..
usually during this moment.
i would go by my desk.
and pulled out the redE
from the side drawer..
and read it over and over again.

well not nymore..
coz it's gone..
all that is left..
not an empty redE..
but an empty me.
ohh..~

Friday, March 19, 2010

tukar again~

hey..

i hope i wont be needing to change my url again..
my fault jugak kot..
lupe nk wat private website detail kat FB. haha.
sah2 la nmpk. hehe.

sorry..
but i've to change it..
i've my reasons why..
trust me..
i kalo bleh mmg xnak change..
but sumone left me with no choice..

ohh..~
ohh..~~
i've nvr felt this unappreciated ever in life..~
thx for everything.

Princess D is officially 23 =)

the purple one is our burfday gurl!



Happy Birthday Deary Diana!

May you will always get the never ending happiness

from your family and friends!

We are always here for you

to give supports in your life =)

kamo suda tua laa..

HAHA. jgn marah ekk. hee.

jadik cepat2 bertemu jodoh ek. heee ",

again, slmt hari lahir my sweet darl ^_~



p/s: maap la ek taruk gmbr neh. aku malas nk bkk lappy aku. haha.
neh je yg ade dlm pc neh. huhu..xpe2 gmbr ko still maintain amoi cun :p


i dun need.

i dun need a telescope.
i dun need a binocular.
i dun need a magnifier.
i dun need an eyeglass.
i dun need a contact lens.

i dun need any of the above..
to know..
where it is located precisely..
right at this moment..
at this hour..at this minute..at this second..

because..
i already knew..
the exact place..
it is being located..
all i need..
is just hear my instinct..
rather than buying all those tools above..

and there.
i knew.
ohh.
if only i follow my
instinct before..
i wouldnt be jeopardizing
sumthing dat is valuable to me..
ohh..
ohh..
huu~~

haha. bile type huu~
teringat plak cikgu network aku mlm neh. hehe.
nnt aku wat demo ek camne huu~ tuh. haha
mekaseh ek wpon aku tau ko x penah bc blog aku. haha
kau slalu buat aku gelak. x penah la x gelak. huhu.
tengs~

Thursday, March 18, 2010

sok seminar! ohh. chuaks~

hey everyone..

today x jd pon photoshoot..
tunda sok kot..
ptg pi uitm discuss psl seminar sok..
hope everything goes well esok :)

oh yeah..
before heading back home..
saye lepak minum ngn my bestie..
tibe2..
terserempak ngn lagenda..
he came by n chat with us for awhile..

if u read my blog from the start..
u'll noe who lagenda is..
well not mentioning here becoz of nything..
juz the fact that..

before...everytime my once in a blue moon moment
with lagenda will make me smile a lot..all the way to the heart actually..~

but recently...
like today..
all i can think of when i'm with him..
isnt my smile..

but..
my long lost smile..~~
ohh...
imu sarangheyo..~

merepek@midnite

saye pelik.
sunggoh pelik.
ehh. macam mane?
kenape?
kan da tukar..haha
hmm~~

takpelah.
terlebih pndai kot.
haha.
lagi sy merepek.
lg org tak phmkan? kan?
haha.
mmg xnak kasi sape phm pon.
tgk.
gile dah. haha

i hav to do a seminar about network diz Fri.
ohh. i so hate network. haha.
neh ngah cuba nk memahami la neh..
kata nk bg talk..camne nk kasi talk..
kalo diri sndir pon x phm. huhuhu~~

sok xde class. class cancel. yippie! tp kne gi fac gak.
sbb kne shoot gmbr. hee. kate last sem.
kenangan~

sok start kan hot air balloon kat Putrajaya tuh..huhu
syioknye. mau pegi. mau pegi.
tapi still x sure jadik ke x gi diz Sunday..
pape pon arap i can go! hee :p

oklah. nak end entry mlm neh dgn...
smlm saye sunggoh emo.
arineh saye sunggoh malu.
okayh. sekian. haha.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

bertuah sunggoh!!~~

sape yg bertuah?
aku?
haha...if only laa kan. hee.

tadik kat Cairex- Career Expo
ade cabutan bertuah..
and ade diz one guy from fac aku
dpt henpon Blackberry for FREE!
ohh. sgt jelez okayh! hahaha :p

tadik ade opening ceremony...
rmai r vvip dtg..
menteri higher edu,
org kuat media prima pon dtg..
n paling terserlah..
pengarah kampus aku dlu kat uitm perak...
hehe..tuh nmpk sgt. dr jaoh agi..sbb silau ahh. HAHA :p

ape aku dpt gi Cairex td??
pamphlets yg byk! haha
ntah arr..
pas balik tuh..
mula lah..
terpk masa depan yg
masih x nmpk n samar2 tuh..huhu
aku nk keje ape...
company mane aku nk target..
pnoh dah ke comp skills kat diri aku neh..
haizz...~~
takots jgk nk melangkah to the career life..
but one thing i noe..
i am eager for it! haha. kata jelah nak gaji yg
beribu-ribu. hoho. tinggi tul angan2...hee :p

blog lama. url je baru =)

hello..

i've no choice but to change my url..
so diz is a new one..
patotnye da lama i change it...
juz giving sumtime..
a chance..
well wth..a chance that ended up
as a dying hope. uhuh~

unveilhatie?
haha.
trust me.
this is like the 6th or 7th times i typed in the url..
most of 'em was already been used by sumone. aiyark! penat tau pk. haha

true enuf.
through diz blog..
the life of hatie will be unveil
to all the readers..
except for the one single personal
part of my life..
where until now...
n hoping for a longer time..
it will nvr be unveil here..
too precious for me~~

music box da bertukar rupa :)

hey..

i'll make this short..
my moods is so....emm..
tgk status FB pon da leh agak how kan...

today class as usual..
ptg, bestie called. her day was a messed..
so she asked me to accompany tuk karok..
it was fun to laughed and spends the day with her =)

tomorrow for a whole day there'll be no class..
sbb ade kene pegi Cairex Expo kat dsb..

and esok jugaklah...
i will be...
i will..
i know i will...
i hav to..
i hav no doubt now..
whatever the outcome will be..
i'll be fine..
whether i'll get the same amount
of appreciation or not..
as always..
i'll live well..

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

luv the song! luv both of 'em =)

ade budak tua setahun (",)



Happy 24th Year Birthday!

May Allah always bless you dear..~

be happy okayh!

hope you'll get what u wish for all these while =)

make it a memorable day alrite!

u deserve to be happy on this day with ur love one ",

hope she's the diamond u've been searching for..

again, happy born day ^_~







for you my one and only budak bangi..~

beautiful song..
good singer..
great melody..
meaningful lyrics..~







dontgiveuponmeyetbecauserightuntilnowihavenotgiveuponyou
sinceyouarethestrengthiwillalwaysbeneedingtokeeponwalkingandbecause
youaretheonlyoneigavemypreciousgiftto..Hazrati~

Monday, March 15, 2010

doubt.

should i?

or shouldn't i?

i want to

not because of any reason..

just the feeling of wanting.

sincere?

yes.

but still there is a teensy miny feels of a doubt.

what if...

that..

and that..

will i be able to

overcome it

and keep on smiling?

uhuh..

i hope this doubt

go far away..

and i just stick to

what i wanna do..

whether the outcome

is a negative or positive..

i'll live well..

i'll be fine..

inshaAllah~

ohh.

merepek.

lama x merepek kat sineh.

haha.

sekian.

wedd + I-City =)

hello everyone..
hmm...what shall i start with..
byk sbnrnye yg happened..
tapi takkan nk cite sumekan..
eventho bru 2 mngu...tp da mcm lupe. haha. ohh. tua! hee :p

on 270210, kite org rmai2 gi konvoi classmate nye wedd =)
7 kete x silap..rmai kan? hee. memeriahkan suasana. a.k.a mkn free. hahaa :D

Wedding Kak Wa & her hubby held at her house in Kuala Selangor..
So took us about an hour ++ to get there...agak lama lah nk smpai..sbb perut da bunyi mcm2 dlm kete..tngu nk smpai destinasi. hehe..
Congrats to the pengantin! moga kekal hingga akhir hayat =)


pengantin bersanding!

makan time!


wedd cake. sedappp =)

bilik pengantin yg x nmpk dah sbb rmai sgt. hahha


few days ago, my frens & i pegi I-City =)
org jaoh pon sume berpusu-pusu dtg tiap2 mlm...takkn org s.alam x gi kan..hehe
kata dekat jek..sgt sonok gi sbb manyak lampu wooo~~ haha
tapi crowded ngn ppl lah! hehe. weekdays pon rmai. huhu

sgt chantek!
sgt-lah!
hehe
tatau nk ckp ape agi..
sape x gi lagi...silalah visit yek!

tp kiteorg pi sat jek...sbb pastu ujan :(
tapi sempat mkn cake arr! hehe
celeb burfday Ani kat situh...
Hepi burfday dear! she turned 24 on 0603 =)


burfday gurl =)


suke pokok kaler2 kat blkng tuh..nice one~

4 of us~ sue. me. ani. nik

fake snowmen :p

i love this one!

i am here (",)

penat bace sume?

hehe.

sori tau..

mmg btul2 bz..

tuh pon saje draft awal2..

takot ade yg rindu

nk bace karya cik penulis blog. haha :p

emm..

byk sbnrnye nk update..

mmg bz ngn keje..

tp bz gak kua sana sineh..haha..

kate tensen ngn keje..

kua bersuka ria lah medicine nye kan?

huhuu..

btw, nice seeing y'all again ",

berakhir...~

end ^_^

Sunday, March 14, 2010

2nd last. huhu~

the

Saturday, March 13, 2010

towards the ending...~

until

Friday, March 12, 2010

lama x berkarya. rindu! :p

through

Thursday, March 11, 2010

read on..~

reading

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

few more to go..~

for

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

ayat baru..~

Thanks

Monday, March 8, 2010

penulis ilang. blog type sndiri. haha~

into

Sunday, March 7, 2010

ala...mcm da nk abes~

drowned

Saturday, March 6, 2010

sok view lg tau..tgk nxt word plak ",

have

Friday, March 5, 2010

sajelah men2.. hee :D

I

Thursday, March 4, 2010

ape yg nk ckp sbnrnye neh?? haha.

workloads

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

sket agi...sbr yek~

the

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

bosan dah ker? huu~

to

Monday, March 1, 2010

tak abes agi?

due