another boring post. xyah bace k?

the fears of my nightmares few years ago come by and

haunts me again..well, not permanently..juz a five minutes

blowing in my mind here..

somehow..

the 'C' word scares me.

yup.

seriously.

i hope.

and i prayed daily.

it wont come by and permanently stay in my life again.

coz..

i dun wanna be..

having to go through dat life again..

it hurts.

a lot.

well, in those days shadows of mine doesnt exist yet.

that is why it hurts a lot.

i guess, my blog rili do come in handy..

when it comes to easing the pain inside :)