liv will win big tonite :)

juz another sunday~

pagi ade discussion ngn membe..
ptg as usual fmly gath..
plus waiting nk gi hot air balloon..
unforch, my sis called n asked for a raincheck..
uhuh..
raincheck for another year la ekk? aduhh~
xpelah..
tuh namanye xde rezki pegi kan..
ujan lebat sgt ptg td..
plus dia plak ade hal..rushing here n there..
kalo tau, bek join a friend of mine yg gi smlm...
saje nk gi today ngn my nephews..
sonok sket...tp xpelaa..nxt yr ade agi kot. huhu

juz done reading a book my friend lend to me..
it was a cool one!
felt rili motivated by it..
seriously, whomever is driving through
a heartbroken road..should rili read 'em!
pretty great to get back ur feet on the ground...
and of course..
ur mind back to reality..
and leave the fantasy land forever. huhu~
i felt like writing a bit..

i noe i'm not needed around.
i can tell.
it is so obvious enuf.
juz bear in mind.
i too am eager to leave.
i cant wait nymore.
i'm only staying coz i need to do so.
i've no choice.
only a couple of months left.
i hope i'll survive.
i hate the fact that.
after all these years.
this is what i get.
yes.
i noe.
i hav this hati batu here inside.
and yes.
i hav an irreplaceble spot for sumone i heart.
dat is juz me.
i tried.
i did.
after all these years.
and i still cant.
there's only a single spot inside.
a special one.
only for that lovely person of mine.
right till now.
it is irreplaceable.
i tried.
dun say i nvr tried.
and i'm sure right at this moment
it can nvr be replaced.
ohh.
June.
plz come SOON.
i hate living like diz.
yes i do.

okay. dun get me wrong.
this is not another love episode of mine.
i dun hav one nymore rite.
for now, i dun believe in the word love.
ppl always misused the word. misunderstand the meaning. ohh. i dislike those facts.

this is another matter.
a matter
dat can make me
die soon enuf if i dun hav
the strength to deal with it..
sounds serious huh..
okaylah not die lah.
isk. bekalan pon x ckop agi. huhu.
pengsan la...
yer pengsan.
ohh.
pening dah idop gini ari2.
aduh.
bleh plak bebel kat sineh smntara tngu
Isyak neh. huhu

dahla..
bertahan jela..
berdoa jela pd Allah swt.
moga dipermudahkan segala urusan..~ ameen~









ps: there. LEGA. dah bebel kat sineh. uhuh. every single day tgk calendar. countdown ape? FYP? haha. taklah. hari....hari...hari adelah..nnt June tiba saye cerita okay? hee :p