ohh. what a crap.

i'm a no magic wizard.
but i was wondering..
why is there need to be a start off to something..
when the ending is already clearly seen..

i trust my guts. my instincts. almost daily.
i juz simply cant ignore those feelings
that had been inside of me all these while i'm living..

maybe the timing is not rite.
i juz couldnt possibly be a great company
at times when it is so hectic till i myself
feel suffocates inside.
i sure am dun want nyone else to feel
the same becoz of me..

ohh. what da heck am i babbling here..
i juz love to write..
afta all diz is my blog..
whether i wanna post sumthin personal or not.
hey, who cares. afta all it's not like i state every single
personal things that i wrote here clearly..
it's juz a matter of losing sum burdens inside here..
plus at the same time keeping the story of mine still
a private matter. coz in the end i dun think
there are readers out there who truly understand what i wrote.

i write based on which letters in my qwerty keyboard here that my fingers feels pressing on..
and of course based on what my heart really wants to convey to myself out loud.