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current mode: T_T

only because of two reasons.

first.
had a midnite chat with abahku.
suddenly, i felt dat i'm not dat brilliant enuf..
he asked on my job hunting activities..
ntah nape..
sy tetibe sedey..
sy tkot nnt sy x dpt keje kat co. best2..
sy xnak dia kecewa.
sy nak dia tgk sy berjaya..
mampukah saye?
saye juge sedey bile..
bila dia...
titik. tak perlu saye elaborate lagik..

last.
as always.
i miss my favorite person~
every single nite..
i waited for him..~
and as always..
i couldn't say the right thing.
what the heart really wants to convey..~
i'm..
a f r a i d~~