i talk a lot. hee :)

Ramadhan has come to its end..
Honestly, i felt really sad
because i didn't make most of time
in this holy month to pay
for the price ticket to heaven.
Unlike every other years...
Well, i guess i do have to
adjust my time of being a workaholic
gal for next Ramadhan.
Will i be there for next Ramadhan?
InshaAllah~

One R is saying gudbye,
the other R is making their way to share the happiness.
it's RAYA people!
Eventhough, this raya aidilfitri
doesn't seem like a raya, here i'm referring
to the preparation. can i say zero? ok, tipulah. adela
10% only. hee.
I'm hoping for a colorful Raya with dearest family and friends ^_^

I better start packing.
Plans had been changed at the very last minute.
Ok, blame my freelance job.
In the end, it's me who doesn't hav the chance
to even go for my shopping raya.

Since abah is feeling feverish this morning,
I wouldn't want to burden him
with me whining to go for a shopping raya later in
the morning.
Instead, i just simply said, "pakai jelah ape yg ader.."
and he replied, " gud girl."
ahaks. i didn't even feel anything. haha.
well, it hasn't been the mood of nak-raya-sgt-sampai-nak-hepi-bergaya-gile-kan.
hanya kerana....? gaji takde. sekian. haha.

so, before i'm off on my journey heading up North,
i just wanna say out loud here
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
and of course,
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
for sure lah,
i made mistakes all the time.
so for those whom i've hurt in the past and present,
i do apologize for everything.
Please forgive all my wrongdoings.
Only because i am one imperfect human being.
and yah, you are too. hee :p

Will be writing here again as soon as i'm
back here in Shah Alam.
Well, it's raya. The door is open
for anyone to come and raya at my home.
But please la call. otherwise, i would still be in bed.
haha. how i wish i would be. hee ;P

I'm gonna miss cik som badly.
Ya Rabbi pjg gile post. mcm aku nak pegi berjuang kat perang mane jek. ngee :D
seriously yah.
i'm sure i'm gonna be pretty melancholic during pagi raya.
as always. and this year, well let's just put a period there.
if i'm here, surely i would spend my time writing
all those melancholic moment down here right?
well, i guess i'm just gonna keep it to myself.
the number 24 isn't just a two digit.
i need to start being independent, internally i mean.
inshaAllah~








ps: rindu gitarku. rindu my D4D6. haha. doakan aku selamat sampai kg. i'm gonna be driving abah's volvo. scary. haha.