ape terkilan in english ek? anyone~

juz writing diz down to ease the pain..
felt a bit terkilan..
even for only 0.01%..
still terasa kot..

i hope i can hold tighly onto
my instincts..
coz right till now..
i do still believe..
believing in the light will soon shines me..~

but there are moments...
i can fall..i can get down..the feelings inside is so vulnerable~
and i need a shoulder to hang onto..
i couldnt possibly wait for
it to only comes in dream..
huhhh~~

eventho others offering their shoulders..
still it's urs..
the heart recognizes.
u. my most favorite person ",