Sunday, January 31, 2010

listening to my fave instrumental. entry pon sadis. haha.

it's the end of January..
i've wasted a month.
doin almost nothing...
seriously..
those that surrounded me can be
a perfect witness..
takyah ssh2 r..tnye sv aku sudah..
sepjg Jan, aku x pi pon jmpe dia..
smpai dia pon risau..
she tot i was too stressed with developing
my fyp. hmm. if only that were true..
i'm not even close enuf on doin my keris tuh..

tomorrow's already Feb..
i wouldnt want it to be the next month
to be wasted as previous..
i hope i can pull myself together..
i've started yesterday...
at least it's a gud start.
i've start holding my highlighter and study
for my test....i'm glad ",

eventho
things got pretty ugly sumwhere along
the life..i'll be fine. i'll be fine.
i know each and everything that happens
have their own special reasons...

time cant wait for us.
yet i do like to wait for it.
but what for...
it's not like i can get out of this darkness again...
i will go out..i will..
if there is a light that can shine me..
i only hope that when that moments come..
it is still not too late..
after all...i so am not immortal..
i dun hav that much time to still breathe..
to still hear this magnificent sound of my heart beat..
i know..
only i know..
what do i know? huhu. nothing.
juz playing with my words..

sumwhere along the heart here, lies
a rili beautiful waterfall...
it's where i hope..
to meet my sarangheyo...
before it's too late..~

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