this is me. that is me. which one?

ihateme~

the me that cant prioritize her life at the moment.
the me that doesn't think well to decide.
the me that follows the intuition whether in sober or not.
the me that let everyone that she heart plus her own self down.
the me that don't care bout others and always being selfish.
the me that forgets about what she wanna achieve.
the me that is sick of making fake smiles.
the me that is not afraid of what she will lose.
the me that don't work hard anymore and just accept.
the me that always tangle on stuff that don't matter.
the me that always pretend to be tough.
the me that is afraid. so afraid. and afraid.

yet..

i love being me.
bcoz this is me.
i can be this me.
i can be that me.
well
everything depends.
on what is fated to be.






to u-know-who, plz stop reading my blog. i've stop invading ur privacy. so plz let me have mine. i can put this on private. but i am so malas nak invite each of my friends email to do so. i juz dun want u to be reading how my life are upside down. juz go read on other blog except mine. tq.