d e c a de

dat day around the year comes again.
although i am stuck.
in the realm of darkness.
which i am not sure when i'm getting out.
still sumhow. after going through
many years with tears of loneliness.
sumhow God heard me. Alhamdulillah.
He has given me the light to brighten up
my day. For now i am hoping the light would
shine up my days ahead. so dat i'll be
going out of the darkness soon.
in short.
i looked back through the calendar.
it's been a decade.
ohh.
how long have i been hiding.
hiding from facing the reality.
yes.
i am scared.
of facing the truth.
but i am still juz a human being.
need to face the obstacles that is already destined for me.