mood: regretful | action: hibernating | wish: no disturbance

i've made up my mind.
it's only a matter of time till i spill out the beans.
it's for the best.
dun say dat i havent taken diz
into a deep thought. i hav. and diz is the best. i repeat.
the best decision i could come up with.

hoping everything will go on smoothly
for the time dat is left. i noe it's not long enuf. but i'll make it a memorable one so that during days ahead it will giv me the support i'll be needing.
aiyaa. wrong word. forget already ka? no hoping nymore. haizz. okay tukar2. camne ek. hah. xyah la nak hope2. ape jadik, jadik. hee. senang cite. tak jadik, tak jadik la. huhu.

i so dun want that day to ever come. eventually it has to come.
i so luv my future more than ever.
since now i'm writing with loads of regrets,
i tend to get carried away with my words.

but hey, i'm a person with principles. once a thought had crossed my mind. nvr doubt dat i wont take it seriously. i will. especially when it comes to making
my abah proud of my achievement. this one. yeah. i could nvr say no to.
even when it comes to having me to sacrifice my own desire.

okay. i could go on forever here typing unnecessary thoughts into diz long winding paragraph. better i stop now. it's not like nyone is goin to read it till the end. huu. i hope i hav the strength to confront when the day comes. hope again? seriously. haizz. u hope too much atie. haha.