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"jangan terbang terlalu tinggi nanti jatuh awak akan parah"

above was quoted from a line in a malay movie, Puteri Impian.

my opinion.
true.
so true.
well.
dat is me.
i love flying.
as high as i can be.
now that i'm falling on the ground.
i dunno if the wound is going to heal soon.
it's been quite sumtime
i havent had a wound.
i dunno.
i guess.
everything that happen is for a reason.
all i'm saying.
sumtimes it is too good to be true.
yet what is left to do.
is just go on living.
and fades away.
one more thing that i love to do besides flying.
is being invisible.
how i wish my life is just like the tv show.
where you can fly. you can vanish. you can do all sorts of
impossible thingy. well. dat is how the word fantasy comes in the first place.
oh yeah. invisible.
yup. luv to be one. why?
so that nobody will ever see me whenever i feel like
being alone. plus it's great though not seeing anyone.
i get to avoid one of my best skills. hurting others.
so in the end. i am still living in that realm of darkness.
i dunno when i'll be getting out.
i was hoping for soon.
well like i said.
i hope for too much.
now.
what i can do.
is juz being me.
the simple me.
with my dearest shadow.
inside this cell.
that had been build inside the heart
for a long time.
the end.
of my undefined post.