reality vs happiness

the reality steals away my long gone happiness.

sadly, i think it's gonna be gone forever.
coz i dun think i could open up the heart for another episode of happiness.
i'll be okay by myself.
i did so well before.
honestly, i dunno what to think.
dunno what to decide.
dunno what's inside my mind.
dunno why all of the sudden the light doesnt shine me nymore.
dunno why the fact that i only belong living in the darkness.
dunno how could i live on .
dunno anything anymore.