Tuesday, December 15, 2009

ohh. its blackout. damn. lagi la teringat. huh~

ohh. how i am pissed to know everything..
it's 1512. ohh. gimme a break.
emm. what to do. at least i knew already.
alhamdulillah. God loves me so much.
He wanted me to realize it soon
before it's too late..

i wouldnt want to posts any other songs nymore..
but it is already being scheduled here in blogger.
so the countdown still on..

juz so u noe..
u are so not worth to own my heart in the first place..
what u did behind my back is rili
unacceptable.
beriya suruh i setia and at the end u curang big time. ohh. what-a-jackass.

what u did now..
i guess..i should thank you..
coz if i were to noe later..
than i dun even think i'll be able to stand up again..
juz rmmbr la..
u treat me like this..
it's not impossible u'll get
the same one day..
i juz hope i'll nvr see dat face of urs ever again.
eventho we both hav to attend
our fren's wed, i'll pray hard that
we won't bump into each other..

i so hate u..
after knowing everything..
i thought everything u shared
was real.. was honest..
eventually..
there were all juz lies..
i was the one too blind to believe in all those bullshits..
thank you for being such a big fat fucking liar.

oh yes. i noe i'm using the internet as a place
to burst out my anger. well i cant help it..
after all these time..ohh. how could you.
i should hav nvr even giv u a single chance..
i should have trust my instinct back days.
and so not trusting u. well my bad. i made a wrong
decision.

hey, dun wori. after all that u did..eventho it hurts badly
and the fact dat u didnt even say a word and say sorry..
i still forgive u..coz i'm a forgiver. so long then..
be happy with all of ur so-called aweks, Mr. Heartbreaker.

"an assurance of a full stop would be great rather than driving through a deep dark path with a silent melody.."

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