rebound? i take a pass~

december ohh december..
new year is just around the corner..
rmbbr, i've said once
how i dislike december..
where relationship are tumbling down..

well, my mind starting to ponder half an hour ago..
as i explore my FB looking here and there..
i found out..of how
people can easily change for their
own happiness..
here i'm referring to both male n female..

i mean like..
u walked out of a relationship
rili in a short period of time..
and then juz in a blink
you can start a new one..
sort of a simple switch..
and when i asked why?
they answered of that is their way
of shutting the sadness and loneliness..
and juz forget bout sad history..
and move on..
so i was like okay. cool move~

how i wish i can be like dat..
i juz dun believe in rebound..
coz i might ended up hurting them..
and yes. i do take such a long time
to heal if i'm hurt..
i guess that is juz me..
i cant simply switch to another person
within a short period of time..
after all..to me the word love is such a precious word.
i juz couldnt simply give them to everyone
that cares and need...only the chosen one that deserve it.

but i'm happy though..
for those that can move on and let go of
everything in a short time..
at least they have the strength to do so..
and most importantly, they put themselves
in the first place..
they wanna keep on smiling..
and refuse to keep on grieving
the past..so they find new love =)