out of crystal T_T

hey..

firstly, sorry to all my readers for the
few latest entry that tasted so bitter..
i just cant help it..
this is the place where i can pour out
all my worries, tears, laughters..

currently am listening to my fave instrumental piece..
the last time i heard it was during my so-called
hibernating days back in diploma time..
didnt expect i'll be listening to it again..huu~

i do not know what else to do.
it is impossible for me to understand
anything if i were to watch a movie in a mute mode.

i so badly want to press the number 7. but i cant help the fact thinking that i'll be losing more of this crystal of mine if they were no answer a.k.a no one who's willing enough to pick it up.

ps: shadows of mine might be terminated soon. i guess there's no point on writing nymore if the posts will all be filled with tears. even the readers will get bored. still it is just a planning. havent decide yet.