aku seorg budak yg lost. pinjam compass bleh?

awake.
after a nine hours of sleep.
*sigh..~

aku dah set dah alarm..
nk bgun at midnite..
aiyaa..
pesal la x bgun..
keje dah r x siap2 agi..

sbb tgh mamai..
n pala otak pon x btol..
dah mimpi lama bangat. hhaha.
layan jela~~

i am lost.
in this lost world.
a world where only
people who are lost but
refuse to be found lives.

i lost.
i am not a winner.
being a champion
holds a bigger risk.
risks is sumthin i feared of.
i used to avoid it so much.
but once i've
taken a deep thought on the risk.
i ended up losing.
again.
so i dun think.
risk will ever be a friend of mine again.
i've lost trust in it.

i am a loser.
loser is a -ve words.
and i'm proud in using it.
once in life
u need to feel being a loser.
only after that.
success is only a mile away..~

i am lost in this deep dark lost world because i am being a loser for still waiting for the light to shine although i've already lost it.~