clear as crystal!

thanks.
it was rili loud and clear.
i got what u've said.
definitely.
i understand it precisely.
well how can it not be precise.
you've shout out her name out loud too.
so tq again.

well i would wanna say tq 'very much'..
but u dun deserve the two words.
coz i tot u could've juz tell me over the line..
or perhaps through juz a single text..
so..u're so not a gentleman..
u couldnt even say it.
u couldnt even confront me and end it well.
well it's fine.
eventho through fb. at least i knew.

it's not hard actually to say gudbye..
well for me it might be.
coz i'm the one who still believe in us..
unlike u..u already hav sumone else..
so i rili dun get the point why is it
so hard for u to juz say gudbye..

after all, i am a nobody.
u forgot i ever existed.
u forgot ur words.
u forgot ur love.
u forgot about us.
so what is there left?
nothing to u.
so what the heck is pulling
u from saying gudbye?
u couldnt possibly juz leave
me with no words..
and expect me to understand..

and why do i even bother writing
bout diz here?
bcoz..even if i text u or email u..
only ur ghost will be reading them.
so better i juz write here.
at least there'll be human being reading them.
although ppl might not understand
what actually happened.
and i so dont expect nyone to do so.

juz a tip la..skrng she's gone. so u r trying ur way hard nak kejar dia. well do kejar. smpai dpt. juz dah dpt jgn simply and easily let go pulak. tak rase penat ke. da kejar bagai tup2 tinggal je tepi jalan. uhuh. haa. lupe. pegilah dedicate kat dia lagu she's gone. mesti dia cairnye. confirm. trylah! coz i knew a fool a.k.a myself yg cair. well i should've stayed beku before. huu~