::you pushed me::

right at this moment...
i am standing at a spot..
at my usual spot..
at the edge of a cliff...
waiting for the perfect moment..
to jump off..
i guess now the time has come..
can i jump now?
ohh wait a sec..
i'm already down here..
you pushed me already...
way earlier before..i didn't even realize when..
i guess...i'm too busy waiting
for the right moment to jump..
i didnt even realize..
you had pushed me far down beneath earlier..
i guess..
i'm the one too blind by the thick haze up there...
and cant really see..
cant look thoroughly..
of what actually had happened..
the actual truth..
of the fact that..
you pushed me..
with no hesitation at all..
thank you for the favor of getting me down here..~