end of hols~

hey all,

da abes countdown holiday ends.
ohh my.
i actually waited from the first day till the last day.
i just wanna keep my word.
well. how could i?
holiday da abes.
so better i lupekan jek..
da takdir.. hee..~

tibe2 rase nak berkarya..
haha. mcm la pndai sgt..
belasah sudey..
layan jela ek..~

a heart is only for a single soul.
a pure-hearted soul.
my soul had already been contaminated.
not as pure enuf anymore.
that is exactly why not even a single heart
is here in my soul. not even mine. coz i gave it away
for quite sumtimes now. it is so hard for me to let go.
it's sumthin way precious to me. yet, i never regret giving it away.
coz i knew it is at a safe special place. inside a single soul.
one which i trust more than my soul. how can i not be?
i took the risk on giving it away, right?
and everyday, i kept pondering on
is my heart okay? does it beat normally? ~~
how i wish.. i get at least a clue of...... that it beats..~

ohh. i need a donor. sape nak derma? hee :p