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hey..

i'll make diz short.
kinda exhausted today..
my day went well..
daily routine as a student..
today ade incident kat tangga
bukit tonggek tuh.
agak sadis gak la tgk mamat tuh..
sian dia..penat sgt kot naek tangga yg
a.k.a mcm batu caves tuh. huhu.
smpai dia sesak nafas gile2..
terduduk dia. n membe dia kne papah
all the way up..
asthma perhaps? i dunno. but i do pity
juz seeing him sitting down at the stairs..
holding his heart..and try to breathe ..huu~
whoever u are..hope u'll be fine..
and avoid la from taking those stairs
kalo mmg takleh tahan..~

had a heart-to-heart conversation
with my bestie. i'm rili glad she's happy =)
made me ponder awhile after lepak-ing with her..
would i want my future to be like that?
fighting for sumthing that isnt mine?
or should i juz follow her footsteps..
and keep on driving to the road of uncertainty happiness
which actually are the happiness that guarantees a bright future....guarantee? there's no such thing rite. huhu.well..time will tell~~
peningkan bace? takpelah..only dia dan saye yg phm. haha

starting to ramble la neh. aduh.
kata td nak make it short.
last2 pjg jugak bebel. huhu :p

lupe. td blk. jln2 otw ke umah.
tibe2 mcm tersedar. mcm mane ek nk describe..
haa..mcm amek kapak pegi pukul kepala sndiri..gitu ahh. haha.
pukul bkn sbb nk commit suicide ke ape.
sbb nk bg sedar yang hello, this is the 21st century. anything is possible.
anything. so quit thinking of the how, why and what....u wont get the answer
anywhere..u'll be wasting time only..searching for answers that actually dun matter at all..~

i'll live well. i talked like diz. bcoz now i'm being rational and sane. well, u might nvr noe..
probably for another couple of hours i'll be turning the opposite way.
so being in mental state of insane and irrational sucks big time..
coz where would u find me by then? simple. nowhere~and..needing u always~
so back to the whole me having to find another kapak to hit me bagi sedar balik..
and again. the routine goes on..every moments~~
ohh. how i am tired.
lama2 kepala pon pecah tros.
asek kne pukul ngn kapak jek. hahaha :D



ps: arineh mlm jumaat. pegilah surau tuh. jgn lupe bace Yaasin tau! recite it for sumone i truly love okayh..i weren't telling u bout 0111 for no reasons. i told u so dat u'll rmbrr that person too every single time u prayed. a surah is always a gift for that luvly person of mine..tq~